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Synthroz

Synthroz

Member
Sep 2, 2018
14
With each passing day, my motivation and will to continue on in life is evanescent. I wake up knowing it's another pointless day where I do the same thing as the previous day. I attempt to adjust but it always ends in futile efforts. I have nothing to look forward to, nothing I want. There's just nothing for me anymore in this pathetic life of mine.

(I apologize If this doesn't really fit the 'Venting' prefix as It's mostly just a brief expression of how I feel)
 
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Living_Ghost

Student
Aug 13, 2018
181
I feel the same .I try to sleep as much as possible . Not always helpful either. The end is getting. closer for me
 
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Schopenhauer

Enlightened
Oct 3, 2018
1,133
Life is drivel. I'm in a good mood today, and I still would rather be dead.

I hope you can find peace somehow.
 
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Lra888

Lra888

Enlightened
Sep 30, 2018
1,140
With each passing day, my motivation and will to continue on in life is evanescent. I wake up knowing it's another pointless day where I do the same thing as the previous day. I attempt to adjust but it always ends in futile efforts. I have nothing to look forward to, nothing I want. There's just nothing for me anymore in this pathetic life of mine.

(I apologize If this doesn't really fit the 'Venting' prefix as It's mostly just a brief expression of how I feel)
I feel sick when I wake up. Can't wait to gtf out of here.
 
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Virgo

Arcanist
Oct 3, 2018
497
I can relate to this. Everything seems pointless.
 
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blueming

blueming

if we can stand outside the borders of time
Sep 21, 2018
253
I hate this meaningless routine we are forced to go through everyday. Everything I do is pointless because there's nothing I enjoy in this world anymore. I'm absolutely miserable, there are no words to describe the torment that I'm going through. Hopefully I'll be gone soon :)
 
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GeorgeEastman

Arcanist
Sep 3, 2018
470
Nothing is what most everything really is.

It's all a torturous series of sensory hell, except for when it's pitch dark and I'm locked in a room alone. Some life that is. The only way I like living is to be in a casket really. Might as well go all the way.
 
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