NSFW (NSFW Vent) Findings out they know im m×sturb×ting.

[marshmallow_mochi]

I don't know if this appropriate to talk in here but I feel so Embrassement that I comeback to feeling want to die. I just wakeup when I heard my name being mention and I just learned they are talking about me doing masturbation and laughing about it, for some reason I feel so degraded like all I did at that time when I'm masturbating is flashing back in my mind . I'm really regretting doing it.

This is my only outlet to realease my pent-up because how my life is but I guess I'm coming back to cutting myself then or should I killed myself because I don't want it to reach my mother ears. If ever it reach atleast when im six feet under the soil then and not hearing any of their opinion on me and My country is still pretty conservative and still see women masturbating as sinful. So I guess I'm not gonna masturbate again because of this experience even it really help me to distract myself for hurting myself.

 

[MyTimeIsUp]

Fuck them. Masturbation is perfectly natural, very healthy! People presume only men do that, because we are seen as not wanting sex, only mem! We know we do. I get it, because I'm a woman too.

If they're laughing, it isn't because they think it's sinful, they are evidently very immature.

Every SINGLE person has sexual thoughts, if they say they don't, they are lying. Every one has desires. It makes you normal, so try to ignore those idiots.

Don't let them put you off, perhaps try to be a bit quieter, and purchase quieter toys (if you use them), that way, they won't know. It's normal for everyone to need a release. I do it, we all do.

 

[SVEN]

I'm kinda suspecting that "they" probably indulge themselves on occasion. Kill yourself or perform a perfectly natural and harmless action ? It's a no brainer, there's nothing wrong or unnatural in your activity.

 

[needthebus]

I don't know if this appropriate to talk in here but I feel so Embrassement that I comeback to feeling want to die. I just wakeup when I heard my name being mention and I just learned they are talking about me doing masturbation and laughing about it, for some reason I feel so degraded like all I did at that time when I'm masturbating is flashing back in my mind . I'm really regretting doing it.

This is my only outlet to realease my pent-up because how my life is but I guess I'm coming back to cutting myself then or should I killed myself because I don't want it to reach my mother ears. If ever it reach atleast when im six feet under the soil then and not hearing any of their opinion on me and My country is still pretty conservative and still see women masturbating as sinful. So I guess I'm not gonna masturbate again because of this experience even it really help me to distract myself for hurting myself.

almost every male masterbates all the time unless they are in a relationship and even then they still masterbate all the time, many women masterbate constantly

it's like eating or going to the bathroom, sex is a biological need

just get a radio or small speaker and turn on music so she can't hear what you are doing

that's also really insensitive of her. are you able to move out? do you work? i would find a way to leave if someone was doing that to me.

It's the equivalent of someone saying "I can't believe he pees so much and goes to the bathroom so loudly" within hearing distance of the person who pees. It's just weird for her to say thay.

The Bible is made up. Don't let all the sin talk upset you.

I am sure what she did felt degrading

the only way i am wrong is if she did this to try to hint at something else, like if you are cumming and not cleaning that up correctly and she has to deal with it because she does the laundry or you don't smell good because cum it's getting on you or the sheets and she has to deal with the smell because you aren't cleaning after. It could be she is trying to tell you something without an even more akward conversation. Just make sure to either wash your own sheets or cum in tissues and flush them and to not get jizz on your clothes and wear them after. If you get it on your skin and wipe it off, usually you are okay if you shower every day. If it sometimes gets on the sheets, do your own laundry, or at least some of it. It's possible in this situation if this is part of it she's not being insensitive. Get a radio either way.

 

[VigilanteWithViolin]

Masturbation is a natural thing, laughing at it is just stupid, as well as humiliating or insulting someone because of it. Perhaps you can only condemn those who masturbate to the wrong things like pedophilia or raping or something like that, idk. To be honest, it often helped me to take my mind off dark thoughts. If it helps you, then no one has the right to judge you or stop you, I think. Of course, you may feel embarrassed or humiliated because they behave like this, but just remember that the problem is not with you. They probably do similar things too. Even if they don't, I don't care. You can enjoy spending time alone with yourself and having fun, you're not doing anything wrong..

 

[EvisceratedJester]

Masturbation is natural and there is nothing to be ashamed about. I would say that you should just keep on masturbating out spite, tbh.

 

[L11tle_pr1ncess]

I don't know if this appropriate to talk in here but I feel so Embrassement that I comeback to feeling want to die. I just wakeup when I heard my name being mention and I just learned they are talking about me doing masturbation and laughing about it, for some reason I feel so degraded like all I did at that time when I'm masturbating is flashing back in my mind . I'm really regretting doing it.

This is my only outlet to realease my pent-up because how my life is but I guess I'm coming back to cutting myself then or should I killed myself because I don't want it to reach my mother ears. If ever it reach atleast when im six feet under the soil then and not hearing any of their opinion on me and My country is still pretty conservative and still see women masturbating as sinful. So I guess I'm not gonna masturbate again because of this experience even it really help me to distract myself for hurting myself.

I don't consider it inappropriate or sinful, I think a mindset you can develop if you want is that God (I don't know the name you worship) knows you are human and that is normal.

 

[Forever Sleep]

I suspect most people do it. Maybe really bad to say it but I kind of pity the people who don't in a way! A friend used to be apalled at the thought of it but also let slip their sex life wasn't all that great either and I just thought- you poor thing- you're really missing out! Kind of ironic that I'm probably having more satisfaction in that department than them. When they're married and I'm single.

But yeah, I'd be embarassed also. People are so immature and cruel. To bully others for anything really. But, that's what I tend to remind myself. Maybe it's pathetic that I'm stuck with the one player version but, I'm probably having way more fun than them! Not that I'm meaning to shame people that sleep around. Each to their own- so long as they aren't hurting anyone. But- if they actually think that's better- because it means they can pull- maybe but, they're also exposing themselves to the risks of STD's and pregnancy- if they're female of course.

If you truly think this will get back to your Mum, she may actually be less shocked than you imagine. But- if it's a real risk- maybe consider telling her yourself. Even that you feel embarassed about it. Would she truly be horrified do you think?

Besides, unless you're doing it publically, these people won't know whether you've stopped or not. I wish you had the courage to turn it on them. Ask them in a straight forward manner whether they'd ever done it and (hopefully) watch them squirm.

 

[MyTimeIsUp]

almost every male masterbates all the time unless they are in a relationship and even then they still masterbate all the time, many women masterbate constantly

it's like eating or going to the bathroom, sex is a biological need

just get a radio or small speaker and turn on music so she can't hear what you are doing

that's also really insensitive of her. are you able to move out? do you work? i would find a way to leave if someone was doing that to me.

It's the equivalent of someone saying "I can't believe he pees so much and goes to the bathroom so loudly" within hearing distance of the person who pees. It's just weird for her to say thay.

The Bible is made up. Don't let all the sin talk upset you.

I am sure what she did felt degrading

the only way i am wrong is if she did this to try to hint at something else, like if you are cumming and not cleaning that up correctly and she has to deal with it because she does the laundry or you don't smell good because cum it's getting on you or the sheets and she has to deal with the smell because you aren't cleaning after. It could be she is trying to tell you something without an even more akward conversation. Just make sure to either wash your own sheets or cum in tissues and flush them and to not get jizz on your clothes and wear them after. If you get it on your skin and wipe it off, usually you are okay if you shower every day. If it sometimes gets on the sheets, do your own laundry, or at least some of it. It's possible in this situation if this is part of it she's not being insensitive. Get a radio either way.

Are you really telling a grown woman how to clean herself, and how to clean up after having a wank?

 

[SVEN]

Masturbation is natural and there is nothing to be ashamed about. I would say that you should just keep on masturbating out spite, tbh.

And, that's what makes you a Jester.

 

[needthebus]

Are you really telling a grown woman how to clean herself, and how to clean up after having a wank?

Are you really telling a grown woman how to clean herself, and how to clean up after having a wank?

i didnt realize she was female. i dont know why i figured male. pink is not an inherently female color to me and i figured incorrectly

 

[marshmallow_mochi]

Masturbation is natural and there is nothing to be ashamed about. I would say that you should just keep on masturbating out spite, tbh.

If I have a guts I will actually do that but I have a thin skin face to actually continue, I'm too paranoid now, so I think I'm gonna stop pleasuring myself.

And thank you all for all the input/comment in here I appreciate it.
I think because of how I grew up and how the religious are big part of it
there still some guilt of it everytimr i do it even if I knew it was stupid, I think it's just hard unlearning something that I grew up knowing and there still people that still uphold that kind of belief that I'm close too. It's just learning that somebody know that I'm masturbating is kinda shameful make me just wan't to die that look at their face again and i don't know why, Maybe because until now in my country learning a woman masturbating is still look down upon, especially if they have sex to someone they not married. Being not a virgin or being pure here is like being crucified by the community to how nosy they are to other businesses.
Even some of my female ex-friends when she learn that one of her classmate like to pleasuring himself, she called it disgusting and called her some degrading names.

So I think it's so much more explain why I'm self-harming myself that me explaining to them I'm masturbating.