P
Parnate
Experienced
- Dec 16, 2021
- 212
I am so obsessed with being that character that I have been daydreaming so much about. that today my real life feels very uncomfortable and unacceptable . Particularly on weekends , I have a good roommate who wants to go out, I have friends who are great and living, I could reach out to them for hanging out. But all my mind is consumed with is this ideal character and what life would be like, weekends would be like, festivities would be like were I him. It has been more than a year now and with the passage of time I am growing distant from my real life, from reality itself. I just don't want to or cannot accept this life I have. Yesterday night I was about to hang myself as I was unable to bear not being that character.
Any suggestions ideas to deal with this. I told my therapist about daydreaming and he said that it is a thought and you can't really not have thoughts.
My therapist doesn't know about me being suicidal as I am afraid I could lose the free therapy I am getting if I told him about that.
My therapy is free of cost thanks to free therapy program by my company.
Any suggestions ideas to deal with this. I told my therapist about daydreaming and he said that it is a thought and you can't really not have thoughts.
My therapist doesn't know about me being suicidal as I am afraid I could lose the free therapy I am getting if I told him about that.
My therapy is free of cost thanks to free therapy program by my company.