StrawberryRed
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- Oct 16, 2024
- 19
I have an obsessive crush on this guy, like hes the first thing I think about when I wake up and last when I fall asleep. I'm so into him I'm going crazy. The worst part is I think he likes me back or did like me back. I've straight up asked him and hes gone great lengths to avoid the question. It's become impossible to get over him, because I'm constantly subconsciously trying find clues that he still likes me, causing constant mood swings.It's all started when I was my most depressed like 8 months ago, honestly the obsession/ distraction is partially what got me out it. This random guy like saved my life. But now it's just cumbersome, I cant focus when hes around, and compulsively check his insta, his friends insta, his moms small buissness' insta ( yeah ik) multiple times a day. Ive become sooo infantile. I would confess but I feel like that would be going backwards yk? Like would that be healthy for me rn? Id he rejected me I dont know what I would do with myself.IDK ,its embarrassing and I want it to stop. Has anybody gotten over an obsessive crush before, especially one fueled or started by ur depression?
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