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dandan

dandan

One more attempt on life.
Feb 18, 2019
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While sleeping dreaming of being walking close to a natural deep flow of water and falling almost intentionally into it was like falling into love and self acceptance. Even when people around laughed , I enjoyed myself in the process of swimming the beautiful transparent water.

Love and acceptance of everything and current situation.
Love the process of life and also of the actions required to move on.

Being grateful for what I've got and what I'm able to do.
Letting go regret is a fine start for me.

Transforming myself into an improved self.
Taking care of myself and living myself.

Discovering the good in the situation of lost love and embracing the opportunity to find my soulmate.

Valuing other things are more important than money, the simple willingness to do things I want to do.

Fear and shame, have surrounded my life bringing so negative results in the past that I'm willing to let go today.

Growing into a better version of myself.

Enjoying the process of healing my broken heart as I have lost the love of a beautiful woman , and believing there's someone else for me out there.

The things that I've got to do to recover the the girl I love or not recovering the girl I love is the same, I've got to love myself.

Stop beating myself up for my past mistakes.

Making better decisions that shall enhance my life is something that I got to do.

Nothing good will come out of loosing my time through avoidance of duties.

Paying the price requieres ti ve paid to become the man I'm aiming to be.

All this and more is part of my recovery.

Having faith, not religious, that life is good and that everything will be alright.

I'll start today by writing this , and reading highlight of a book I've just bought and read.

Love you all. Wishing the best for all you all in recovery .
 
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This is a good summary of the things you have picked up along the path to recovery. These have value for the person who has paid a price to learn them. They may also have value for someone who has learned the less painful path in life of learning from the experiences of others.
 
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