One more hour before my attempt

[Gray Wounds]

I'm ready to do it. I've done all that's necessary to be done.

Right now, I do not want to leave any notes of goodbyes. I do not even know if I will indeed succeed or anything. And if I did not come back, you can check it on my facebook account if you like and see whatever happened to me. I might survive and end up in a mental hospital. Or I might succeed and end up with condolences on my account. Either way, it's just so that I can be fair somehow to those whom I've talked to in this site. But if I come back, then I'll report whatever happened to me to here again and perhaps, try another method.

So far, I only feel like crying right now. But no rheum ever fall down from my eyes. I'll just comment my updates on this thread. But I'll stop too and delete my entire computer history along with the passwords saved on every account.

That's all, thanks.

(I feel like I am broadcasting this, odd.)

 

[acher]

May you find eternal rest, whatever the outcome.

 

[Aqeel khan]

I'm ready to do it. I've done all that's necessary to be done.

Right now, I do not want to leave any notes of goodbyes. I do not even know if I will indeed succeed or anything. And if I did not come back, you can check it on my facebook account if you like and see whatever happened to me. I might survive and end up in a mental hospital. Or I might succeed and end up with condolences on my account. Either way, it's just so that I can be fair somehow to those whom I've talked to in this site. But if I come back, then I'll report whatever happened to me to here again and perhaps, try another method.

So far, I only feel like crying right now. But no rheum ever fall down from my eyes. I'll just comment my updates on this thread. But I'll stop too and delete my entire computer history along with the passwords saved on every account.

That's all, thanks.

(I feel like I am broadcasting this, odd.)

What method are you doing??

 

[Gray Wounds]

What method are you doing??

cutting the radial artery on my left wrist.

 

[shadow11]

May peace be with you

 

[Majorsui]

Well, hope you find peace, and i feel kinda jeallous

What method are you going with?

 

[Majorsui]

cutting the radial artery on my left wrist.

Wow that take so much courage, i would never be capable of doing that

 

[Majorsui]

I never could push enough to cut a single wrist

 

[Gray Wounds]

I never could push enough to cut a single wrist

aside from being a cutter, great hatred and rage harbours within me. This perhaps enables me to cut deep through my skin.

 

[Gray Wounds]

Alright, I'm preparing myself and the timing now.

 

[Gray Wounds]

Still waiting for the cue though. That no one will come see me here.

 

[Gray Wounds]

I might not be able to type after I do it so, well, if I failed and woke up alive still, then, well, I don't know. I'll come back here if I survive.

I'm sweating so hard right now. My head's pounding like hell.

Okay. I'm going to do it now.

 

[No1SpecL2U]

May the pains that haunt you be freed from your soul. Godspeed

 

[Majorsui]

I dont know much about that method, i hope it isnt painfull, see you on the other side

 

[RoloTomasi]

Rest in peace

 

[Tiburcio]

He had a lot of courage.

He always said he wanted to be freed, now he got it.

I hope things went right.

 

[AngeloftheMorning]

I'm new so I just saw this. I'm so sorry you've been in pain, OP. I wish I'd gotten to know you before you left. If you couldn't carry it out or you want to come back, remember there's no shame in that - we're here for you no matter what. If things go the way you want, I'll send my loving energy toward you and be happy you've found your peace.

 

[frank630]

Hope you find peace.

 

[okaoki]

RIP

 

[Imhere]

See you, friend.

 

[skitliv]

This is brave holy shit