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SongToSayGoodbye

SongToSayGoodbye

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At the weekend, after following hints across this site, and a couple of hours of searching, I finally placed an order for SN from Poland.

I think the order was successful because I've received confirmations and an email telling me it should be delivered to me in the UK on 24th September. I really hope it actually arrives without any problems.

I'm pretty sure I won't be able to get my hands on antiemetics, so I think I need to try without them. Are they essential?
 
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I believe antiemetics are ideal to help ease any nausea or vomiting that might occur with taking sn. Not everyone experiences this although it seems to be common. There have been accounts of users who didn't take any so I'm sure you'll be fine

I hope the sn gets to you safe and sound <3
 
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Praestat_Mori

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AEs would be the most important. They may not prevent you from vomiting at all depending on the strength of your stomach but they can help a lot. Benzos would be useful to stay calm.
 
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I hope that you find what you wish for, I wish you the best.
 
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saturn1402

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Sep 13, 2024
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Hey can you share your polish source pls? I am desperate af! I tried to order from polish source W… but they cancelled the order cause I live outside Poland. Pls help me 😞😞😞
 
SongToSayGoodbye

SongToSayGoodbye

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AEs would be the most important. They may not prevent you from vomiting at all depending on the strength of your stomach but they can help a lot. Benzos would be useful to stay calm.
I won't be able to get AEs, but I've got a fairly strong stomach. I won't be able to get benzos either. I haven't seen any posts about alcohol and SN - have you seen anything that you could point me towards? Is alcohol likely to interfere with the SN?

Also, is it an option to take SN as a suppository instead of orally? Absorption is generally faster this way and it should stop the risk of vomitting from ruining the attempt.
If I cannot get antiemitics and they are essential, could administration as a suppository work instead?
Hey can you share your polish source pls? I am desperate af! I tried to order from polish source W… but they cancelled the order cause I live outside Poland. Pls help me 😞😞😞
I don't want to break any forum rules. I think I found the W source, but it wasn't possible to place an order with them because I couldn't set the shipping address to the UK, only to Poland. If you managed to find the W site, persist with that line of investigation - I found the site I placed my order from shortly after and so far, it looks like it is on track to arrive.
 
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Plato'sCaveDweller

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Sep 2, 2024
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I won't be able to get AEs, but I've got a fairly strong stomach. I won't be able to get benzos either. I haven't seen any posts about alcohol and SN - have you seen anything that you could point me towards? Is alcohol likely to interfere with the SN?

Also, is it an option to take SN as a suppository instead of orally? Absorption is generally faster this way and it should stop the risk of vomitting from ruining the attempt.

If I cannot get antiemitics and they are essential, could administration as a suppository work instead?
Alcohol is not advised since it will only make it more likely that you'll throw up (and probably sooner). It provides no real value for an SN protocol, and can only take away from your chances of success.

As for suppository administration, this is also not advised, as mentioned in the SN Bible. It could come back out and there's no documentation as to how effective it'll be via this route. It'd be a gamble, imo.

Fwiw, AEs are not necessarily required, as people have succeeded without them. But it likely reduces your chance of success going without them. They don't really prevent you from throwing up, but rather speed up gastric emptying so the SN enters your small intestines for absorption quicker, while also reducing the amount of nitrite that gets converted to nitric oxide by the acid in your stomach, so more SN actually enters your system (specifically talking about D2 antagonist AEs like Metoclopramide or Domperidone).

I would still recommend trying to get Meto or Domperidone though. It's not the end of the world if you can't, but they'd be worth having.
 
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Alcohol is not advised since it will only make it more likely that you'll throw up (and probably sooner). It provides no real value for an SN protocol, and can only take away from your chances of success.

As for suppository administration, this is also not advised, as mentioned in the SN Bible. It could come back out and there's no documentation as to how effective it'll be via this route. It'd be a gamble, imo.

Fwiw, AEs are not necessarily required, as people have succeeded without them. But it likely reduces your chance of success going without them. They don't really prevent you from throwing up, but rather speed up gastric emptying so the SN enters your small intestines for absorption quicker, while also reducing the amount of nitrite that gets converted to nitric oxide by the acid in your stomach, so more SN actually enters your system (specifically talking about D2 antagonist AEs like Metoclopramide or Domperidone).

I would still recommend trying to get Meto or Domperidone though. It's not the end of the world if you can't, but they'd be worth having.
Thank you for taking the time to reply. I don't know how I would get Meto or Domperidone. Do people lie to their doctor to get a prescription?
 
Plato'sCaveDweller

Plato'sCaveDweller

Sleep is good, death is better.
Sep 2, 2024
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Thank you for taking the time to reply. I don't know how I would get Meto or Domperidone. Do people lie to their doctor to get a prescription?
Quite a few people have done that, but it's a gamble since they may prescribe you something other than Meto or Dom. This is especially the case if you request Meto, since Meto has a lot of nasty side effects and docs/hospitals don't like prescribing it for very long or if there's an available alternative like Ondansentron (a serotonin antagonist). They also may just tell you to use an OTC AE, which are usually all histamine antagonists, like my doc did. In either case, you'd then be forced to look for an overseas online pharmacy that ships without a prescription, and that's a bit of a minefield since it's hard to know what sites are legit. You'd also need to check your country's customs policies and import laws, since there's a chance they'd intercept the package and return it to sender.
 
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anastenka

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Apr 25, 2024
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I'm UK based too! If your SN gets delivered without any trouble would you mind sending me the source?? I wish you well<3
 
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SongToSayGoodbye

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I'm UK based too! If your SN gets delivered without any trouble would you mind sending me the source?? I wish you well<3
I'll update about whether (and how) it arrives, but I don't think I can send you the source because of the forum rules.
 
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SongToSayGoodbye

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I'm UK based too! If your SN gets delivered without any trouble would you mind sending me the source?? I wish you well<3
I can confirm that my SN was delivered safely yesterday. It arrived in a discrete cardboard box with no mention of what was contained. There was also no welfare check etc.
 
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thenorthern

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Just check to make sure it is legitimate. Hope the best for you.
 
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Romanticize

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Also SN arrived to me too. I will pick it up from a point.
I also dont have any AE and I won't be able to get, I have benzos.

My situation is almost the same as yours.
I think I will try without AE, if I will throw up, I will drink another cup.
Do you plan to do it the same way?
 
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SongToSayGoodbye

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Sep 17, 2024
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Also SN arrived to me too. I will pick it up from a point.
I also dont have any AE and I won't be able to get, I have benzos.

My situation is almost the same as yours.
I think I will try without AE, if I will throw up, I will drink another cup.
I think I am in the same position as you. From what I have heard, people have been successful with just the SN alone.
 
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anastenka

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Apr 25, 2024
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I can confirm that my SN was delivered safely yesterday. It arrived in a discrete cardboard box with no mention of what was contained. There was also no welfare check etc.
Thank you for your update<3
 
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Fangarina

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Sep 9, 2024
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I think I have found a polish source.

Did you use your own name when ordering and directly to your home address?
I live alone so not concerned about it being intercepted but just wanting clarity that if I use my own info, it should hopefully not flag up that I have bought it and have a welfare check done
 
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lebrodude

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I think I have found a polish source.

Did you use your own name when ordering and directly to your home address?
I live alone so not concerned about it being intercepted but just wanting clarity that if I use my own info, it should hopefully not flag up that I have bought it and have a welfare check done

Onviously we can't list websites but were you able to find said source through the most popular search engine or did you use a polish one, thanks.
 
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Fangarina

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Sep 9, 2024
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Onviously we can't list websites but were you able to find said source through the most popular search engine or did you use a polish one, thanks.
I found it on here in one of the threads. Someone has SS the website. If you translate SN in translator to Polish and search it will maybe bring it up for you on a search engine though.
 
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SongToSayGoodbye

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Sep 17, 2024
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I think I have found a polish source.

Did you use your own name when ordering and directly to your home address?
I live alone so not concerned about it being intercepted but just wanting clarity that if I use my own info, it should hopefully not flag up that I have bought it and have a welfare check done
Yes, I used my own name and home address. It was delivered in a discreet box and there was no sign of a welfare check etc.
 
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Fangarina

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Yes, I used my own name and home address. It was delivered in a discreet box and there was no sign of a welfare check etc.
Amazing, thank you so much for the info. I was leaning towards no welfare checks based solely off the fact it's coming from Poland, so not something they would update our authorities with.
Placing order this week for it, so fingers cross it arrives quickly and I can finalise my plans.
Once it is here, I feel like the weight of the world will lift….
 
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purplesky9

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Sep 21, 2024
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At the weekend, after following hints across this site, and a couple of hours of searching, I finally placed an order for SN from Poland.

I think the order was successful because I've received confirmations and an email telling me it should be delivered to me in the UK on 24th September. I really hope it actually arrives without any problems.

I'm pretty sure I won't be able to get my hands on antiemetics, so I think I need to try without them. Are they essential?
Can you give any hints about the source?
 
SongToSayGoodbye

SongToSayGoodbye

Member
Sep 17, 2024
38
Can you give any hints about the source?
You need to use a Polish search engine which is an alternative to mainstream ones like Google in order to find any results. I initially found the "W" site mentioned on here a few times but they only ship in Poland and nowhere else now. I then came across another site "A" which I could place an order on with no problem.
 

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