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Heartaches

Heartaches

Don't say a prayer for me now
May 6, 2021
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I'm aware that using over-the-counter and prescribed meds to treat mental illness as a way to CTB is unviable. But what about using them as self-harm tools? Not strong enough to kill you, but enough to hurt you in someway.

I've been feeling really strong urges since last night to consume a higher amount of quetiapine to hurt myself. Cutting doesn't seem as inticing as it used to.

I realize this is a strange question, but sometimes I feel I need to harm myself in order to get back into my senses. That's how I felt after my attempt. It's not a healthy coping mechanism, but the urges are driving me nuts.

Have any of you tried this? How did it go?
 

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