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Angst Filled Fuck Up

Angst Filled Fuck Up

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Sep 9, 2018
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Do people ever enrage you to the point where you just can't think straight? When they're so blatantly wrong and yet are perfectly okay with taking a colossal shit all over you and your values, and carrying on with their blind, ignorant ways? I'm so fucking tired of sanctimonious idiots and their endless hypocrisy and stupidity.

I'm so angry tonight. I just really feel like I can't calm down.
 
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Desperate_Soul

Desperate_Soul

I'll See You Guys On The Other Side Of The Rainbow
Aug 26, 2018
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Oh, no! Now you probably sound and look like Simon... Dance like the guy in your profile picture! Maybe that'll calm you down! I'm not really the person to come to to help calm you down, so I can't really cheer you up. I'm sorry. :/

But to answer your question... Yes, some people just don't want to accept they're wrong, or they don't see that they're wrong because they're so high up on their high horse. Instances like these is when I get the urge to hit something, but I'm also too afraid to break a bone or fingernail so I just breathe through it and let out my frustrations another way like talking to someone about it (irl or online), play games, draw, listen to music, etc. Anything that will distract me from what made me angry. And something that I'm not proud of, but I tend to give a mean silent treatment if you piss me off enough until I can forget the whole situation, or at least calm down from it. :)
 
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Angst Filled Fuck Up

Angst Filled Fuck Up

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Thanks DS, you're a good soul. I'm generally a chill guy but I can really go from 0-60 when subjected to some bullshit.

I have tried to live life as removed from people as possible, but sometimes you're forced to interact and it all goes to hell. I'm fucking done with society.
 
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lostinthedream

lostinthedream

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Sep 2, 2018
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Hoping you're feeling a bit better Angst...

I've realized that there are many ignorant/dumb people out there.. part of the journey
 
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Angst Filled Fuck Up

Angst Filled Fuck Up

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Sep 9, 2018
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Thanks lost. I'm a little better but still kind of on edge. I get concerned for myself sometimes because I can be fine and then really impulsive/all screwed up if I'm dealing with a situation I hate. I feel like if I CTB'd it would be right after incorrectly assembling some IKEA furniture or something. None of this meticulous stuff for me, lol.

I'd hoped more people would post so as to make me feel less alone in being a volatile psycho last night, but such is life.
 
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lostinthedream

lostinthedream

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Sep 2, 2018
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Thanks lost. I'm a little better but still kind of on edge. I get concerned for myself sometimes because I can be fine and then really impulsive/all screwed up if I'm dealing with a situation I hate. I feel like if I CTB'd it would be right after incorrectly assembling some IKEA furniture or something. None of this meticulous stuff for me, lol.

I'd hoped more people would post so as to make me feel less alone in being a volatile psycho last night, but such is life.

Well I bumped the post up to the top, maybe some more people will see it..

I feel like I'd ctb after a long meditation session when I finally have completed whatever mission I'm here to complete.. lol
 
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