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Kekvomit

Kekvomit

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Feb 3, 2025
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I never asked to be born, to exist, but that was forced upon me. I never asked to go to school and be bullied for being the wierd kid that kept to himself and liked anime but that was forced upon me. I never wanted to participate in this hellhole called society but i was constantly pressured to "go outside and make friends and stop being a loser". I never wanted to get a job that i hate and be surrounded by coworkers i hate but that was forced upon me by my parents, apparently none of that is selfish but the second all this gets too much for me and i cant take it anymore im suddenly the selfish one for wanting to make it all end. Yeah fuck that.
 
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cme-dme

cme-dme

Ready to go to bed
Feb 1, 2025
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It's a bit hypocritical isn't it? Nobody is brought into this world by choice but if you want to leave said world suddenly that's a bad thing? Society is full of hypocritical things like that.
 
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It's a bit hypocritical isn't it? Nobody is brought into this world by choice but if you want to leave said world suddenly that's a bad thing? Society is full of hypocritical things like that.
I remember when my father told me about a story in which one of his friends daughter killed herself for "no reason" and called her selfish, he told me this when i was 14 and even then i knew what he was saying was stupid.
 
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cme-dme

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Feb 1, 2025
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I remember when my father told me about a story in which one of his friends daughter killed herself for "no reason" and called her selfish, he told me this when i was 14 and even then i knew what he was saying was stupid.
When/If I kill myself, I will be sure to put my my note "Just felt like killin' myself. Just feeling selfish is all :) No other reason for it"
 
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When/If I kill myself, I will be sure to put my my note "Just felt like killin' myself. Just feeling selfish is all :) No other reason for it"
My entire suicide note is just gonna be
"why did you do it, why on earth would you kill yourself"

"dunno, felt like it lol"
 
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FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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I understand, I personally see so much cruelty in how suffering is seen as to force and prolong no matter what with no acceptance towards the personal choice to not exist, even know this existence was imposed, I find it so tragic how this existence was imposed at all that just causes suffering all for the sake of it and problems there were never a need for. I also wish I never existed, I wish I was never burdened with this cruel, futile existence, non-existence really is all I hope for, I wish to just cease existing in peace and never suffer ever again.
 
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