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leavingsoonx

leavingsoonx

Headed to the other side
Sep 22, 2024
118
I decided to let my rage out against my bullies today; all they really do is mock me with their laughs and words. They make sure I know I'm hated. But you know what? If I'm a good person, they hate on that apparently harder.

Today I ignored the sounds that they make o it at me: beeping a lot and laughing a lot.

They want me to kill myself or hate myself and laugh if i hate myself or love myself or simply exist.

The thing is, a bunch of people telling me to die doesn't mix with my stubbornness, I have my SN on the way and it's pretty much 50/50 right now.

If I die, I want to do it on my own terms, not cause a bunch of trolls are obsessed with me.
 
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Rekmou

Member
Oct 10, 2024
5
I feel you, one of the main reasons for me not to CTB aside from my family that i really love is the fact that i want to outlive people i really hate lol.
 
lilah

lilah

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Nov 7, 2024
75
where do you meet these awful people :( glad that you're able to live out of spite, it's more power to you ^^
 

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