
overbleed.
raging nihilist
- Apr 25, 2023
- 18
For me it's my mom having a mental breakdown after I tried to ctb and told her
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Which one?I've become religious
Gawd...you lucky girl, you! If I had the love of my life in my life, I wouldn't be suicidal anymore. His presence was like the sun that warmed up everything...Somehow the love of my life, who I always assumed just thought of me as some stupid kid who was obsessed with him, loves me too. We've been together for a month now.
Haha, I'm a guy, but thank you very much! I'm sorry about your love. It sounds like he's a lovely person. I hope you're able to maintain that small hope you have. Regardless of what decision you make, I wish you happiness and peace.Gawd...you lucky girl, you! If I had the love of my life in my life, I wouldn't be suicidal anymore. His presence was like the sun that warmed up everything...
My reasons to postpone:
-still hold some small hope; I've turned up amazing shit before
- I am spiritual and want to apply my beliefs, which I don't properly, because of grief and pain
- I really like the look and good functioning of the body I'm inhabiting
But all these might not matter tomorrow. 8 hours fasting is enough for SN, if something even worse happens, I'm outta here
Similar beliefs, just I think we'll come back with memory wiped anyway. I just don't want to end the game on such a losing note. This terrible, despair energy. What if after ctb we are the energy we died in, and get reborn accordingly....the theories abound and we don't know the truth, but energy cannot be created or destroyed, it just changes forms...Prison planet theory.
The possibility that a person might be tricked to come back to this shitshow, completely memory wiped, makes me want to prepare as much as i can first so i can avoid the trap.
I dont want to ever come back here.
We dont know. Ultimately we dont know anything, even that "energy" thing.Similar beliefs, just I think we'll come back with memory wiped anyway. I just don't want to end the game on such a losing note. This terrible, despair energy. What if after ctb we are the energy we died in, and get reborn accordingly....the theories abound and we don't know the truth, but energy cannot be created or destroyed, it just changes forms...
A bit edgy but I like the energyI've decided to live with the agony. I don't want to catch the bus. If I don't have a future, then let me die fighting to create one. If people make me miserable, then instead of taking it out on myself, I'm going to kill them. In this unjust and degenerate world, punishment against evil must be executed without mercy. I don't care what it takes. I have long stopped feeling afraid, all I lack at this moment is physical strength which is a temporary problem. Once I acquire strength, not even death will stop me from ending this world.
Everytime someone calls me edgy, I get the urge to wear clown makeup and laugh like the Joker lolA bit edgy but I like the energy
Wow I love this energy.. except for the killing part lolI've decided to live with the agony. I don't want to catch the bus. If I don't have a future, then let me die fighting to create one. If people make me miserable, then instead of taking it out on myself, I'm going to kill them. In this unjust and degenerate world, punishment against evil must be executed without mercy. I don't care what it takes. I have long stopped feeling afraid, all I lack at this moment is physical strength which is a temporary problem. Once I acquire strength, not even death will stop me from ending this world.
well that didnt last long. i now feel that this friend hates me, so i guess now im living for my dog, because my parents are shit at taking care of things past the point of bare necessities (me being a prime example of this). after she's gone there wont be anything left.i think my main reason is a friend of mine saying if i died she'd quickly follow suit to beat me up in hell for leaving her behind lol. she has a lot of potential and i see her having an amazing life despite the struggles she faces, and i just couldn't do that to her. whether she's serious or not, i dont want to risk it.
I feel like I would have gotten further in life if I would've just harnessed my hatred and unleashed it somehow. Instead, I've used it to punish myself. I like your style. I might adopt it.I've decided to live with the agony. I don't want to catch the bus. If I don't have a future, then let me die fighting to create one. If people make me miserable, then instead of taking it out on myself, I'm going to kill them. In this unjust and degenerate world, punishment against evil must be executed without mercy. I don't care what it takes. I have long stopped feeling afraid, all I lack at this moment is physical strength which is a temporary problem. Once I acquire strength, not even death will stop me from ending this world.