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ZoloftSüchtig

ZoloftSüchtig

It wasn’t supposed to be like this
Apr 9, 2023
149
Please idk what to do. My rope is 20 meters long I'm trying to cut it like they do in the tutorials with putting tape around it but my tape won't hold. Pleas can I just cut it? Does it really matter if it frays? I need to know. I overthink so much. Surely others must also have had way too long ropes how did they do it. Help help help
 
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chandxoxo

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Jan 7, 2025
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can't you try SN or N or an OD? hanging, cutting, drowning, jumping is all too hard with a high chance of interruption/SI
 
ZoloftSüchtig

ZoloftSüchtig

It wasn’t supposed to be like this
Apr 9, 2023
149
can't you try SN or N or an OD? hanging, cutting, drowning, jumping is all too hard with a high chance of interruption/SI
Hey nah I sadly can't. Don't have access to that. Only other thing I could potentially do is jumping but the bridge is quite far away, I got no energy to get there and also I'd be scared someone sees me go on there (it's a train Bridge) and maybe tries stopping me or calls the cops
Try a shorter rope
Hey thank you. I've cut the rope now.
 
Lo$t95

Lo$t95

Hello Darkness my old Friend
Jul 16, 2024
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Hey nah I sadly can't. Don't have access to that. Only other thing I could potentially do is jumping but the bridge is quite far away, I got no energy to get there and also I'd be scared someone sees me go on there (it's a train Bridge) and maybe tries stopping me or calls the cops

Hey thank you. I've cut the rope now.
Cutting the rope is not necessary mein Bruder.

I will choose my words carefully. I don't mean to imply I know something you don't and I also don't want to violate the rules of this site.

However a water bowline knot anchored to a tree at any point of the rope is sufficient. An anchor point that can support 3X your body weight will work ok for someone who intends to CTB.

That's what I have. It's made of metal in the middle of nowhere (cell reception tower). Nobody will find me for days/weeks unless I send a delayed email to police so somebody trained can come dispose of my corpse. In my personal opinion SI can be reduced with drugs.

This is not advice or a suggestion it's simply my opinion on the subject.
 
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ZoloftSüchtig

ZoloftSüchtig

It wasn’t supposed to be like this
Apr 9, 2023
149
Cutting the rope is not necessary mein Bruder.

I will choose my words carefully. I don't mean to imply I know something you don't and I also don't want to violate the rules of this site.

However a water bowline knot anchored to a tree at any point of the rope is sufficient. An anchor point that can support 3X your body weight will work ok for someone who intends to CTB.

That's what I have. It's made of metal in the middle of nowhere (cell reception tower). Nobody will find me for days/weeks unless I send a delayed email to police so somebody trained can come dispose of my corpse. In my personal opinion SI can be reduced with drugs.

This is not advice or a suggestion it's simply my opinion on the subject.
I only really have access to alcohol. I hope that's enough for Si. Might be able to get Benzos too but that would take me a while and I'm planning on doing it this weekend
 
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Lo$t95

Lo$t95

Hello Darkness my old Friend
Jul 16, 2024
267
I only really have access to alcohol. I hope that's enough for Si. Might be able to get Benzos too but that would take me a while and I'm planning on doing it this weekend
Yeah it sucks you're doing this. Can I ask why ?
You couldn't possibly be more of a fuckup than me.
 
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chandxoxo

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I only really have access to alcohol. I hope that's enough for Si. Might be able to get Benzos too but that would take me a while and I'm planning on doing it this weekend
maybe try to drink and drown? or anything really... i don't want you to suffer really... not in your final moments, especially when whatever that has brought you upto this points must've caused pain enough...
 
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ZoloftSüchtig

ZoloftSüchtig

It wasn’t supposed to be like this
Apr 9, 2023
149
Yeah it sucks you're doing this. Can I ask why ?
You couldn't possibly be more of a fuckup than me.
Well I was a stupid kid. Thought I was all grown up but I was just a stupid kid and things were allowed to happen to me that shouldn't have been. Now I suffer the consequences and I can't live with them nor can I live with the fact that it's partly my fault cause I didn't stop it. Maybe I could fix these things or at least fix some but my mind is broken, I'm highly depressed, can't enjoy anything anymore and got bad ocd that also makes it so I can't get help or take my Zoloft again. My mom is suffering because of my presence and I basically ruined her life. So I gotta go.
maybe try to drink and drown? or anything really... i don't want you to suffer really... not in your final moments, especially when whatever that has brought you upto this points must've caused pain enough...
Hey thanks. I think drinking and drowning is probably less unreliable than hanging as far as I know.
 
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Lo$t95

Lo$t95

Hello Darkness my old Friend
Jul 16, 2024
267
Well I was a stupid kid. Thought I was all grown up but I was just a stupid kid and things were allowed to happen to me that shouldn't have been. Now I suffer the consequences and I can't live with them nor can I live with the fact that it's partly my fault cause I didn't stop it. Maybe I could fix these things or at least fix some but my mind is broken, I'm highly depressed, can't enjoy anything anymore and got bad ocd that also makes it so I can't get help or take my Zoloft again. My mom is suffering because of my presence and I basically ruined her life. So I gotta go.

Hey thanks. I think drinking and drowning is probably less unreliable than hanging as far as I know.
Drowning is more painful. I don't understand why anyone would recommend it to you if they want to prevent suffering.

I am really struggling with this conversation I am going to step out.

Es tut mir Leid ❤️‍🔥
 
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