RosebyAnyName
Staring at the ceiling for 6 hours
- Nov 9, 2023
- 235
I recently got a diagnosis for autism from Embrace Autism. Now that I have that diagnosis, I've been able to recontextualize my experiences and it's been helping me recover. I am especially grateful that they allowed me to keep the report, and respected my request to keep it off my health record (I did not want to pursue government support, and did not want to be banned from Europe).
However, now I'm hearing, allegedly, that Embrace Autism is a diagnosis mill, which is making me again question if I have autism. I specifically pursued this to finally put that doubt to rest, but now I feel like I'm back at square one if this place really is just going to hand out diagnoses anyways (allegedly). Even worse, if the allegations are true, then I'll feel like I'm too dumb to try and pursue a diagnosis again, since given my luck I'd probably just accidentally stumble across another diagnosis mill. It's not like I knew any better the first time.
Speaking with a psychiatrist is fairly expensive and inaccessible where I am. I've tried a couple times, but gave up every time because it was too complicated, way too expensive up-front, or the instructions were unclear (leaving a message on a phone line and getting no response, sending emails and getting no response, or psychs that only diagnose children and refuse adults).
Does anyone else feel the same way or have something similar happen to them? I really want to avoid purely self-diagnosing because self-diagnosed people get hated on so much, yet I want to avoid pursuing a second opinion if possible because the process was honestly pretty excruciating the first time.
However, now I'm hearing, allegedly, that Embrace Autism is a diagnosis mill, which is making me again question if I have autism. I specifically pursued this to finally put that doubt to rest, but now I feel like I'm back at square one if this place really is just going to hand out diagnoses anyways (allegedly). Even worse, if the allegations are true, then I'll feel like I'm too dumb to try and pursue a diagnosis again, since given my luck I'd probably just accidentally stumble across another diagnosis mill. It's not like I knew any better the first time.
Speaking with a psychiatrist is fairly expensive and inaccessible where I am. I've tried a couple times, but gave up every time because it was too complicated, way too expensive up-front, or the instructions were unclear (leaving a message on a phone line and getting no response, sending emails and getting no response, or psychs that only diagnose children and refuse adults).
Does anyone else feel the same way or have something similar happen to them? I really want to avoid purely self-diagnosing because self-diagnosed people get hated on so much, yet I want to avoid pursuing a second opinion if possible because the process was honestly pretty excruciating the first time.