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babouflo201223

Experienced
Aug 18, 2024
271
Please, I need help ! I feel so exhausted tonight and so nervous. It seems to me I became a child and I can't stop crying. It was not my plan to CTB for the moment but I'm lost, completely lost, like a child on a desert island, everything is dark into my mind. I have everything I need for a full suspension but I hesitate, I feel frightened and yes, lost, lost, so LOST in despair. Sorry about this S.O.S, I know it's not the purpose of this forum, but I need someone who could understand or someone to talk with about these awful feelings.
 
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coffeebeany

Student
Jul 12, 2024
123
Do you want to dm me?
 
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Praestat_Mori

Mori praestat, quam haec pati!
May 21, 2023
11,657
It's no problem to hesitate! Why r u so desperate? What has happened?
 
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euphoric_freak

euphoric_freak

Member
Oct 16, 2024
13
Hey Hun, you're scared, exhausted and and going through so much. I feel you, I have attempted before rashly, and I know what you are going through is so fucking hard.

Please please please wait until you are in a better place to make such an important decision. I've been where you are before, you want peace, but I can tell you what you are feeling does not get better at the end of a rope.

You don't need to be so desperate, hesitating is completely natural in your position <3
 
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babouflo201223

Experienced
Aug 18, 2024
271
Ce n'est pas un problème d'hésiter ! Pourquoi es-tu si désespéré ? Que s'est-il passé ?
Nothing special happened today, it's just I'm exhausted because I feel into despair for many months now and it's too long, it seems I can't suffer more long time like that. Thank you.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
39,142
It's so cruel and dreadful to me how there's all this suffering in existing, I'm sorry you have to suffer but anyway I hope that you find the relief you search for, I wish you the best.
 
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vanillamilkshakes

vanillamilkshakes

Aspiring Corpse
Aug 26, 2024
435
SI is completely normal, don't be ashamed. My DMS are always open if you need to vent
 
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