I am really at the end of the rope. I have tried over 25 different medication, 3 psychotherapies and 6 clinic stays. I consider to kill myself this October before I have to return to college. Perfomance pressure triggers the shit out of me. College or any other work is a living hell for me. And if it stays this way I will not be able to hold a job, which means poverty which will lead to a rational suicide in my case.
I am in a clinic currently but they don't really know hypnosis well seemingly. They basically told me I should search on the internet for information on my own. LMAO. This is what I am just doing asking the people of Sanctioned Suicide.
I am a total mess under performance pressure. OCD and severe anxiety. I am pressuring myself way too much with insane perfectionism caused by child abuse which I had to endure. My mom always beated me up for concentrating more while doing homework. These issues clearly stem from my childhood. I am not sure whether traumata is the correct word for that.
So my question is: Do you think hypnosis could help in this instance? Which experiences did you have? Positive or negative ones? Any suggestions?
I considered to post this in recovery but many people don't look into that sub-forum.
Sadly I don't do as many threads as usually. I am falling behind in the most posts ranking. Lol. This is no competition. I always have to remind me of that. Lol. The clinic stay takes a lot of energy but I am glad I am there. Sadly soon its over. But I had many positive experiences there. I am currently texting with a lesbian borderline woman. We like each other a lot. It is funny to spend time with her.
I am in a clinic currently but they don't really know hypnosis well seemingly. They basically told me I should search on the internet for information on my own. LMAO. This is what I am just doing asking the people of Sanctioned Suicide.
I am a total mess under performance pressure. OCD and severe anxiety. I am pressuring myself way too much with insane perfectionism caused by child abuse which I had to endure. My mom always beated me up for concentrating more while doing homework. These issues clearly stem from my childhood. I am not sure whether traumata is the correct word for that.
So my question is: Do you think hypnosis could help in this instance? Which experiences did you have? Positive or negative ones? Any suggestions?
I considered to post this in recovery but many people don't look into that sub-forum.
Sadly I don't do as many threads as usually. I am falling behind in the most posts ranking. Lol. This is no competition. I always have to remind me of that. Lol. The clinic stay takes a lot of energy but I am glad I am there. Sadly soon its over. But I had many positive experiences there. I am currently texting with a lesbian borderline woman. We like each other a lot. It is funny to spend time with her.
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