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What month in 2018 or year after


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mattwitt

mattwitt

# 978
Jun 28, 2018
2,307
For what it's worth I'm sorry for whatever reasons have brought you to this point in your life and
I wish I had a magical wand to fix everyone's problems on here.
 
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skitliv

skitliv

Le mort joyeux
Jul 11, 2018
485
Sometime before 2018 ends
 
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Deleted_9cKnXB34QG

Mage
Jun 26, 2018
501
Hopefully before 2018 ends, but I might just continue to procrastinate until New Year's Eve.
 
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Neon

Neon

Member
May 20, 2018
53
October, most likely on my 18th birthday.
 
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Trashcan

Trashcan

Trash
Aug 31, 2018
1,234
This month. Just have to wait for the right opportunity to do it.
 
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Ssname

Experienced
Jun 30, 2018
268
For what it's worth I'm sorry for whatever reasons have brought you to this point in your life and
I wish I had a magical wand to fix everyone's problems on here.

This
 
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Tiburcio

Guest
September is fucking ideal. I tried last week and I couldn't. I should did it when I had 12 years but I was afraid too and I procrastinated until now. Fuck.
 
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Cold

Cold

Earthbound
Aug 27, 2018
100
When I'm 100% ready. I will probably go with CO poisoning unless I get hold of a gun. And I've always wanted to depart during winter solstice.
 
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Maravillosa

Maravillosa

Господи помилуй — мир в Україні!
Sep 7, 2018
689
If I ctb (the method I obsess about is suspension hanging), it will be after my mother is dead: I am her caregiver. She is 78 years old and bedridden after several falls that gave her a hairline fracture in her spine. She had surgery in February, but does not seem to be recovering. Mom could easily live another 10 years like this, I think. God willing, I will have successfully published at least one novel before I ctb.
 
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sky7

sky7

Student
Aug 21, 2018
109
For me it's like waiting for one major catastrophe to push me over the edge, almost like I can't "justify" suicide at the moment....that and it would take something catastrophic to overcome my fear of the unknown.... If I ever came to grips with that I'd be gone in a heartbeat, but that fear is why my attempts have been half-hearted at best, doomed to fail from the start. Instead I'm left fantasizing/daydreaming about death without the resolve to do anything serious about it.
 
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Phro

Student
Sep 1, 2018
183
My goal is to ctb within the next couple of weeks.
 
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solacely

Member
Apr 4, 2018
76
Before I turn 18 in March 2019 is the most ideal but it absolutely has to be done by May/June 2019
 
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Deadinside24

Deadinside24

Experienced
Aug 7, 2018
245
Right now, there is still a small amount of hope that things might work for me. Hell, who am I kidding??? Probably not, but until I exhaust every single option and destroy my relationship with my girlfriend (which seems impossible with this girl), then I'll keep going. But I keep my bus ticket with me at all times in the event I do get trapped. So, I am an 'unsure'
 
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wanttodie

wanttodie

Enlightened
Apr 19, 2018
1,806
Sometime before 2018 ends
 
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Mynameisnotimportant

Mynameisnotimportant

4 years recovered. SS Vetran
Aug 21, 2018
112
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mattwitt

mattwitt

# 978
Jun 28, 2018
2,307
Anyone else feeling October ?
 
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QueenEtna

Gone
Jul 29, 2018
256
I'm hoping to not do it. My life would have to get a lot worse than currently, it will be on impulse if I ever do it so if I ever stop showing up on this website I'm gone.
 
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