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Life_and_Death

Life_and_Death

Do what's best for you 🕯️ I'm de-stressing
Jul 1, 2020
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first of all i didnt think i would post in this section for a while as i didnt feel i was ready for this. however it seems things change.

i feel the need to prove im worthless. i want to prove to my friend to not waste his time on me. so i do more and more and get worse and worse. i dont want to do that anymore and i had to be wasted to realize this
 
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Life_and_Death

Life_and_Death

Do what's best for you 🕯️ I'm de-stressing
Jul 1, 2020
6,955
I'm pretty sure that nobody is going to indulge your request to help prove you are worthless, and rightfully so. This forum is for pro-choice discussion of suicide methods, and also recovery from being suicidal. It's not about helping someone destroy their own self-esteem so that they can suicide more easily.

I'm also pretty sure that this post reallty shouldn't be in the 'Recovery' section either :notsure:
you misunderstood the post. i did not request anyone to help. i think you missed the sentence " i dont want to do that anymore... "
 
autumnal

autumnal

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Feb 4, 2020
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you misunderstood the post. i did not request anyone to help. i think you missed the sentence " i dont want to do that anymore... "

Oh good to hear, glad it was misunderstood. Post deleted.
 
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Life_and_Death

Do what's best for you 🕯️ I'm de-stressing
Jul 1, 2020
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Oh good to hear, glad it was misunderstood. Post deleted.
oh its cool. you didnt have to delete it. misunderstandings happen. thats what makes us human. what makes us civilized is how we handle the misunderstanding :)
 
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Desideratum

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Jun 8, 2020
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A lot of people who are suicidal say they are worthless. I rarely feel like that. But a series of unfortunate and unlucky events have caused me to go down this path.
 
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Life_and_Death

Do what's best for you 🕯️ I'm de-stressing
Jul 1, 2020
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A lot of people who are suicidal say they are worthless. I rarely feel like that. But a series of unfortunate and unlucky events have caused me to go down this path.
but i dont just say it. i go out of my way to prove it