Sewerslide222
soooo tired
- Sep 8, 2024
- 30
Hi, i think it's getting more realistic for me to ctb with SN. I have read a lot of stuff about it but there are still things that worry me a little bit. I really want to do it, and for some reason i'm getting these fears or doubts now, although i'm certain that it's what i've wanted for so long.
My biggest question is that if there's no intervention, are the only realistic outcomes that you either succeed or just wake up later? I haven't heard a single case of anyone getting into coma or anything like that, so i think it should be okay, maybe my SI is just trying to play games with me.
Also right now i'm thinking that i would do it without antiemetics, as i don't have any, and i feel like it's also a lot psychological whether you will throw up or not, i might be wrong though. I've read that even when you vomit that's not really the reason you would fail, as most of it gets absorbed rather fast, so i'm only worried about throwing up right after drinking it because of possible SI. I don't know if there's really a lot to help with that other than getting your mind to a right place and getting benzos or something.
Thank you for the replies, i'm really trying to make sure that this would be the last attempt
My biggest question is that if there's no intervention, are the only realistic outcomes that you either succeed or just wake up later? I haven't heard a single case of anyone getting into coma or anything like that, so i think it should be okay, maybe my SI is just trying to play games with me.
Also right now i'm thinking that i would do it without antiemetics, as i don't have any, and i feel like it's also a lot psychological whether you will throw up or not, i might be wrong though. I've read that even when you vomit that's not really the reason you would fail, as most of it gets absorbed rather fast, so i'm only worried about throwing up right after drinking it because of possible SI. I don't know if there's really a lot to help with that other than getting your mind to a right place and getting benzos or something.
Thank you for the replies, i'm really trying to make sure that this would be the last attempt