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alexK

alexK

Tormented
Mar 9, 2020
149
So it's starting to rain now where I am and the clouds of gloom came flying over my head. As much as I love the smell, and the sound of the rain it makes me more depressed. I stood out and let it pour all over me. It was kinda refreshing but then people started to look at me like I'm crazy so I went inside lol
 
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Sad_Autistic_boy_101

Sad_Autistic_boy_101

When I die, you'll love me.
Nov 19, 2019
454
I'm complete opposite, I love the rain. I love just sitting and listening to it as it's so calming, like the ocean!
The smell is also really nice.
 
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alexK

alexK

Tormented
Mar 9, 2020
149
It's calming to me as well but idk there's just this sad aspect of it that I never got over.
 
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marcusuk63

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Mar 24, 2019
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Me too , well winter on the whole , i like to feel the sun and long days .
 
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GotoHellforHeavensSa

GotoHellforHeavensSa

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Mar 12, 2020
26
Well, the whole modern culture made rain associated with sad, depressed things etc. So i would call it only a natural thing, altough you love it. I have the same thing with night. I love the "feel' of night so much, wandering through desolated streets, etc. just pure fact of being capable to observe night is some kind of magic for me, but it also making me quite often incredibly sad over things. Like you know, as if the night were calling to my voidness. But isn't it one of the most human things that we can feel?
 
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terry_a_davis

terry_a_davis

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Dec 28, 2019
707
I used to listen to rain through my mp3 player to help me sleep.
 
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GotoHellforHeavensSa

GotoHellforHeavensSa

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Mar 12, 2020
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I used to listen to rain through my mp3 player to help me sleep.
Oh yeah, i especially love when there's thunderstorm outside and it's heavy rain making everything feel so calm, yet clearly present.
 
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waterbottleman

waterbottleman

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Sep 30, 2019
721
Heh I'm just depressed all the time regardless of the weather.
 
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Nottoohotlatte

Nottoohotlatte

Melatonin & Tequila
Mar 10, 2020
16
I personally feel the same way about the ocean/beach at night. I go there for serenity and peace to think but find myself spinning into dark thoughts

Sending love your way, XO
 
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alexK

alexK

Tormented
Mar 9, 2020
149
I used to listen to rain through my mp3 player to help me sleep.
My yoga playlist contains a bunch of piano and birds sounds now I'll start including rain and thunderstorms!
 
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Mr2005

Mr2005

Don't shoot the messenger, give me the gun
Sep 25, 2018
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I love the sound of rain and it fits my general mood, sombre and contemplative. The problem I have is that I now associate it with climate change.
 
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BlackPoppet

BlackPoppet

Wise woman and Celtic sky person
Mar 7, 2020
991
I love the sound of rain and it fits my general mood, sombre and contemplative. The problem I have is that I now associate it with climate change.
yes the sound of rain can be comforting to me.
 
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