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Electra

Electra

The relief of giving in to destruction
Jul 1, 2024
522
I always liked those bullet journals where you rate daily your mood, sleep, anxiety or any other thing you want. I never followed through with it for long tho. So I was thinking of creating that log here. If you want to log your anxiety, sleep, mood, or anything else - I suggest doing it here to see how it fluctuates. Just mention what are you rating. I will be rating my anxiety. I'll try to do it everyday.
Anxiety 7.5/10.
 
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resurgence

resurgence

(┬┬﹏┬┬)
Jan 17, 2025
64
mood: 6/10 because i got my klonopin
anxiety: 8/10 but will be less soon with cbd
sleep: lol
 
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straysheep

final countdown/year
Jan 12, 2025
19
sleep: 5/10
mood: 7/10
medications: 20 mg Adderall, 4 weed sessions, 1 shot of whiskey, 1 mg Xanax
 
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Electra

Electra

The relief of giving in to destruction
Jul 1, 2024
522
Anxiety: 5/10
 
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straysheep

final countdown/year
Jan 12, 2025
19
sleep: 7/10
mood: 6/10
medications: 30 mg coke, 50 mg ketamine, 4 weed sessions
 
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Electra

Electra

The relief of giving in to destruction
Jul 1, 2024
522
Anxiety: 5/10 (was fluctuating the whole day)
 
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straysheep

final countdown/year
Jan 12, 2025
19
sleep: 2/10
mood: 3/10
medications: 60 mg coke, 4 weed sessions
 
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Unhumanly.

Unhumanly.

Recovery are not the winner.
Feb 24, 2023
327
Anxiety : 0/10 - no thought,head empty
Sleep : 8/10 - so much sleep today.. don't know what will make me get up
Mood : 2/10 - lazy, no mood, no emotion
 
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Electra

The relief of giving in to destruction
Jul 1, 2024
522
Anxiety: 4.5/10 (I have to admit instead of anxiety I felt more tension. Or is it the same as anxiety? Idk, but I'm adding tension to this one)
Tension: 8/10
Sleep: 6.5/10
 
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Unhumanly.

Unhumanly.

Recovery are not the winner.
Feb 24, 2023
327
Today's update :

Anxiety : 5/10 -
I just got suddenly productive last midnight and get works done so now I'm only worrying about the rest.

Mood : 6/10
Feeling like working on something today

Sleep : 3/10
I didn't get enough sleep last night, don't know what today
 
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Electra

The relief of giving in to destruction
Jul 1, 2024
522
Sunday:
Anxiety: 4/10
Tension: 6/10
Sleep: 4/10, later napped, increased to 5.5/10
 
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Electra

Electra

The relief of giving in to destruction
Jul 1, 2024
522
Anxiety: 5.5/10
Tension 3/10
Sleep: 2/10
 
human909

human909

Banned
Dec 30, 2024
594
sleep: 5/10
Anxiety: 9/10
Mood: 4.5/10
 
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loneloser

loneloser

i wanna sleep 4ever <3
Jan 16, 2025
95
Sleep: 2/10 (quite literally 2 hours)

Anxiety: 8/10

Mood: 2/10
 
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NonEssential

NonEssential

Hanging in there
Jan 15, 2025
304
Sleep: 2/10, went to bed earlier to get a decent amount of sleep, but I only managed to get one or two hours.
 
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Electra

Electra

The relief of giving in to destruction
Jul 1, 2024
522
Anxiety: 3/10
Tension: 1/10
Sleep: 7.5/10
 
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Electra

Electra

The relief of giving in to destruction
Jul 1, 2024
522
Anxiety: 4/10
Tension: 4/10
Sleep: 5/10
 
Electra

Electra

The relief of giving in to destruction
Jul 1, 2024
522
Anxiety: 5/10
Tension: 2/10
Sleep: 4/10
 
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floop

sadboi
Jan 29, 2025
71
hi there, i'm new SaSu :)
today i would rate myself:
depression - 10/10
anxiety - 8/10
overall mood - 2/10
few words to describe myself today:
numb, uncomfortable, and uncertain

(thank you for this thread)
 
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Electra

The relief of giving in to destruction
Jul 1, 2024
522
Anxiety: 7/10
Tension: 7/10
Sleep: 5/10
Also:
Shame: 7/10
Guilt: 7/10
@depressed-pos welcome, it's nice having you here! :) hopefully this can help you.
 
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whitetaildeer

whitetaildeer

*bleat*
Aug 5, 2024
256
this is a clever idea! thank you for posting this. i'll be scaling my mood from 0-10 (0 for nothing, 10 for ecstatic. might go into the negatives for distressed or depressed or something). will also be slotting in productivity because i'd like to start being more productive, as doing so has a significant impact on my mood.

mood: 2/10
sleep: 5/10
productivity: 4/10 (the day has only just started so i'll give myself some leverage)
 
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floop

sadboi
Jan 29, 2025
71
hey there, here is today's check in:
depression - 9.5/10
anxiety - 9/10
overall mood - 1/10
few words to describe myself today:
defeated, hopeless, and desensitized

also thank you very very much for the warm welcome! @Electra :)
 
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Electra

The relief of giving in to destruction
Jul 1, 2024
522
Anxiety 6/10
Tension 3/10
Sleep 6/10
 
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floop

sadboi
Jan 29, 2025
71
today's check in:
depression - 9/10
anxiety - 9/10
overall mood - 2/10
few words to describe to myself today:
tired, weary, and lost
 
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Electra

Electra

The relief of giving in to destruction
Jul 1, 2024
522
Anxiety 8/10
Tension 4/10
Sleep 9/10
 
Electra

Electra

The relief of giving in to destruction
Jul 1, 2024
522
Anxiety 7/10
Tension 9/10
Sleep 5/10
Extras:
Tiredness 10/10.
 
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whitetaildeer

whitetaildeer

*bleat*
Aug 5, 2024
256
i'm going to pretend i didn't forget to update 🫠

mood: 2/10
sleep: 7/10
productivity: 6/10
 
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Nothing Left

Nothing Left

🧿
Sep 6, 2024
170
Existential dread: 10/10 baby
Mood: dark fog with biologically hazardous debris/100
 
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