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endlessmelancholy

endlessmelancholy

Member
Jun 12, 2024
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On a scale of 1 to 10, how happy are you with your life?
 
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CatLvr

Elementalist
Aug 1, 2024
862
How happy am I? 2
How happy should I be? 10

I wish I knew what the fuck was wrong with my damned brain.
 
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Nephy

Nephy

I was only temporarily…
Jul 17, 2024
57
There is only one thing good in my life and I'm going to destroy it.. so we are at 1 and going straight to zero
 
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Metalhead

Metalhead

Born slippy
Sep 21, 2020
206
1
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
39,503
Nothing, no matter what I'd never wish for existence, to me existence is just a cruel, terrible burden that just causes endless pain and suffering. I'm just not meant for the torment of existing as a conscious being, it terrifies me how humans can exist for so long and suffer so unbearably, in my case I just wish for eternal nothingness, I simply wish to be unconscious for all eternity with nothing able to matter to me, I'd never wish to suffer in this existence and I find it tragic how I suffered in the first place, I really wish I could just erase this existence so it's like I never existed at all.
 
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derpyderpins

derpyderpins

In the Service of the Queen
Sep 19, 2023
1,905
My life is honestly very blessed. Of course I'd love not to have to work but I also accept that most people will have to in order to enjoy the more worthwhile parts of life. I'd say 7 or 8.

My mood/happiness fluctuates from 4-7 with some dips down to 1-2, but I know that's on me, not my situation
 
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eatantz

eatantz

I luv dolls
Nov 4, 2023
560
4, it could be worse but overall it is unsatisfying and sad
 
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whywere

Illuminated
Jun 26, 2020
3,036
8 overall. With 24/7 chronic pain it is a challenge at times but at the age of 68, I have been through the wringer of life so darn many times that when I come on here and get a nice message from someone it makes it all right.

Walter
 
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Dead Horse

Dead Horse

Hopeless, but literally
Nov 14, 2018
152
I've lived a pretty pointless life and although I recognize I haven't suffered nearly as much as other people, the absence of any meaning or joy is a different kind of suffering on its own.

There was a poem (not in English), in which the poet was addressing his soul, saying "You would be just another dead, if the dead didn't have peace".

I'll give it a generous 2.
 
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pulleditnearlyoff

Experienced
Apr 26, 2024
227
1. Haven't felt true happiness in years.
 
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carac

carac

"and if this is the end, i am glad i met you."
May 27, 2023
1,117
Well lets see, I'm a 47 year old virgin loser living with his mum, never achieved anything of worth. No partner, no kids, no career, no car, no holidays - so I think by societies expectations and standards it's pretty low, probably a 2 or 3

But personally I am happy, I'm comfortable, I have my health (at last) I am making friends, have a crappy job but it isn't too bad, I can enjoy plenty of things and do, so I would say personally it's a 7 or 8
 
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ijustwishtodie

ijustwishtodie

death will be my ultimate bliss
Oct 29, 2023
5,514
3. I don't think that my life is bad enough for it to reach a 1 as there are people with extreme conditions and extreme pain. @pthnrdnojvsc has an idea as to the extent that people's pain and suffering can go through. My pain is just general pain, not extreme pain but, even so, I do believe that my pain is bad enough to where almost anybody would be suicidal if they lived a life like mine. As bad as my life is, I acknowledge that it is far from being the worst. My issues and problems are still valid of course but to say that my life should have a ranking of 1 would be disingenuous of me
 
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Agon321

Agon321

I use google translate
Aug 21, 2023
1,568
5, sometimes 1.
If my brain wasn't shit, I might have the potential to improve my life.
Unfortunately, in a realistic scenario, this is impossible.
 
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GuessWhosBack

GuessWhosBack

The sun rises to insult me.
Jul 15, 2024
465
1.

I mean it's a great experience, what can I say?
 
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Steff1337

Steff1337

Autistic and schizophrenic, please be respectful
Jun 21, 2024
659
As of lately: 2
My entire life: 6
 
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Dr Iron Arc

Dr Iron Arc

Into the Unknown
Feb 10, 2020
21,221
5
 
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samdocheon

samdocheon

Optimists are wrong
Jul 28, 2024
123
Now 2
In the past 8/9
 
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i dont feel real.

i dont feel real.

No more sense in this
Apr 13, 2024
90
Today I'm feeling really motived and happy. 8/10 of THIS day. If I have to rate my whole life, 4-3/10. Again, as I'm positive today, I would say 5. But when I'm feeling kinda depressed (that happens most of the time), I could say 2-1 or damn 0. It depends on the perspective of the moment and the situation, the look I'm giving to life in that moment, and also age. For example, I could perfectly say my life was a 10 in the past, but now, that would change. But normally, 4/10. I don't really know to be honest.
 
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Imagined_Euphoria

Imagined_Euphoria

Student
Aug 5, 2024
161
2
 
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pthnrdnojvsc

pthnrdnojvsc

Extreme Pain is much worse than people know
Aug 12, 2019
2,840
I give it the 1 or the worst possible rating for this abomination called life in general and this evil prison world. there are no words to describe how much i am unhappy with and detest this evil prison world and evil life
 
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Uninfluential_Karma

Uninfluential_Karma

Rat Cult Leader
Aug 5, 2024
86
Kind of depends on the age honestly.
  • 0-5 years would have to be a 9.5
  • 6-8 years would be around a 7
  • 9-12 years would be around a 5
  • 13-16 years would be around a 3
  • 17-years-old has to be a 10
  • 18-years-old until now is a 1
Plotting this out made me confused because it was higher than I thought, but when you find an average, it's like a 2 and I guess that makes sense. It hasn't been all bad, just most of it has been. I've been slowly declining for most of my life I guess.
 
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Rocinante

Rocinante

My name is Lucifer, please take my hand
Aug 26, 2022
1,464
5~ or so, I'm pretty satisfied with my current situation and am optimistic enough about the future that I believe I'll have lived a fulfilling and worthwhile life. Things could be better at the moment but I can't complain since I've had it worse.
 
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LifeQuitter

LifeQuitter

Experienced
Jul 11, 2024
264
1
 
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Praestat_Mori

Mori praestat, quam haec pati!
May 21, 2023
11,778
I would say 5.

There are parts in my life I would rate them with 10 other I would rate them with 1 or 0 (especially in the last few years).

My life - it could be so much better but it could also be so much worse.
 
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Theresnoescape

Theresnoescape

Student
May 29, 2024
111
Well lets see, I'm a 47 year old virgin loser living with his mum, never achieved anything of worth. No partner, no kids, no career, no car, no holidays - so I think by societies expectations and standards it's pretty low, probably a 2 or 3

But personally I am happy, I'm comfortable, I have my health (at last) I am making friends, have a crappy job but it isn't too bad, I can enjoy plenty of things and do, so I would say personally it's a 7 or 8
Society has a lot to answer for in my opinion, as long as you're happy, that's all that matters really.
 
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Kish

Member
Mar 2, 2024
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