helterskelter
i got blisters on my fingers
- Nov 25, 2024
- 14
the only person i love knows im suicidal, but she doesnt care. she pretends to, and tells me not to hurt myself as a formality, but beyond that she changes the subject and would rather pretend i never said anything. ive made it abundantly clear multiple times that im so desperate for any sort of help or attention, but shes not interested. if someone i loved was hurt like i am i would drop everything to try to comfort them. im sure i could have recovered at some point in my life if someone wanted to help me, but no one cares. i am completely and utterly alone.