Scared

[ctkmtt]

Hi all,
I'm about to overdose and hoping it'll either kill me or leave me really fucked up. But the problem is I'm really scared. Anyone want to chat or talk about random things to calm me down? I know it's a bit weird to be reaching out like this, and I'm not asking for words of encouragement or discouragement, I just don't want to feel alone...

 

[Threads]

Understand your fear. It is your physiology challenging you.

If you fear dying alone, you're not ready.

 

[naia_]

Hi all,
I'm about to overdose and hoping it'll either kill me or leave me really fucked up. But the problem is I'm really scared. Anyone want to chat or talk about random things to calm me down? I know it's a bit weird to be reaching out like this, and I'm not asking for words of encouragement or discouragement, I just don't want to feel alone...

ctkmtt - the shoutbox chat here *can* be quite comforting <3

 

[ctkmtt]

ctkmtt - the shoutbox chat here *can* be quite comforting <3

Never made use of it, I might try...thank you. I'm painfully shy aha

@Threads You make a good point, thanks. I think I'm ready but I obviously have some obstacles...

 

[naia_]

Never made use of it, I might try...thank you. I'm painfully shy aha

Just say hi, I think most people here are shy :)

 

[Nem]

Understand your fear. It is your physiology challenging you.

If you fear dying alone, you're not ready.

I wonder if that is true, a few years ago I was going to go with a partner but I was pretty darn ready...attempt was interrupted though. Turned out really bad, felt ready for the very most part.
Peace ctkmtt <3

 

[Schopenhauer]

Hi all,
I'm about to overdose and hoping it'll either kill me or leave me really fucked up. But the problem is I'm really scared. Anyone want to chat or talk about random things to calm me down? I know it's a bit weird to be reaching out like this, and I'm not asking for words of encouragement or discouragement, I just don't want to feel alone...

It's really late here, and I have to sleep, otherwise I'd be happy to help. Not sure how helpful I can be, though. I'm quite bad socially.

However, allow me to advise you against ODing right now. It looks like you've made a hasty decision, and do you really want to wake up all fucked up? Or in a psych ward? ODs are notoriously unreliable.

Do your research, and act when you have a clearer mind. This won't be your last chance to ctb.

 

[ctkmtt]

Thanks guys, I appreciate it a lot <3 Things are shit and they're getting worse but I guess I can always try to ctb in a more reliable way. ODing is just my only option ATM and you're right, I feel like it is a hasty decision.