"Scouting" out potential suicide spots?

[Spicy Tteokbokki]

Was fleeing home again today because of over stimulation and ended up here again. At times I've climbed up the tower and just stood there for a bit contemplating things.
Today I am particularly suicidal and I thought about potentially jumping head first from the top of the tower right onto the concrete as that seems to be one method to end your life with at least moderate success, though also potential terrible consequences.
In a way it felt peaceful, knowing my exit is potentially so close if things really get too dire, and because I was also bleeding from trying to stim myself due to overstimulation I kinda started calming down a bit..
And then there's also option 2: the train, but that one will involve way more people and I know how annoying it can be when someone ends their life using the train as a method. (Was awake almost 40hrs, coming home from another country and we had to spend ~3-4 hours extra on the train ride, just idling on the tracks until they investigated and cleaned it up)
There's also a tower 3x as tall as this tower further away that I could jump off from, which I guess would heavily improve the odds of me dying from that fall, and the view would be amazing, maybe enough to stop me in the process, lol.

 

[SufferingInDenmark]

i do similar stuff. today i walked past a tall building and i started counting how many floors it was.
and thinking of those cell towers also. but i bet those cell towers are secured so well, here in my own country.
that's what they look like when i walk past them.
almost looks like they have electric wires on them or something
i would be extremely scared of the train for several reasons.
#1 it would be all over the news probably
#2 your reason, not bothering others
#3 ive seen people still alive, being chopped in 2 peaces, and they just lay there for sometimes several minutes with only half a body

 

[Spicy Tteokbokki]

almost looks like they have electric wires on them or something

Surprisingly, almost all of the ones I've here just rely on plain easy to bypass physical barriers, which if you're flexible and athletic enough, are very easy to bypass, though I do know there are those boxed in towers which might be the ones you're describing.

 

[SufferingInDenmark]

Surprisingly, almost all of the ones I've here just rely on plain easy to bypass physical barriers, which if you're flexible and athletic enough, are very easy to bypass, though I do know there are those boxed in towers which might be the ones you're describing.

yep. im in denmark, they do a lot of stuff to prevent people catching the bus.
which is.......... coming from a good place, i guess.
but yeah... not necessarily good for someone suffering

 

[Spicy Tteokbokki]

yep. im in denmark, they do a lot of stuff to prevent people catching the bus.
which is.......... coming from a good place, i guess.
but yeah... not necessarily good for someone suffering

Yeah, in regards to mental health there's a lot lacking, sadly.

 

[SufferingInDenmark]

Yeah, in regards to mental health there's a lot lacking, sadly.

100% correct. but yeah, i also scout out potential places.
my biggest wish is to do carbon monoxide poisoning inside a small car, but i dont have a car, nor even a license. due to epilepsy.
so sometimes i even look at those little shelters that they have around the city. it's basically benches, but they have like a roof on them...
i was wondering if i could cover it up with a sheet for "walls", obviously so that the gas doesn't escape.
but come to think about it, that would never work for several reasons.
someone would also see me doing it right away, so...

 

[Spicy Tteokbokki]

100% correct. but yeah, i also scout out potential places.
my biggest wish is to do carbon monoxide poisoning inside a small car, but i dont have a car, nor even a license. due to epilepsy.
so sometimes i even look at those little shelters that they have around the city. it's basically benches, but they have like a roof on them...
i was wondering if i could cover it up with a sheet for "walls", obviously so that the gas doesn't escape.
but come to think about it, that would never work for several reasons.
someone would also see me doing it right away, so...

If I get desperate enough, maybe by the time my D-Day hits I might message you if I remember. I could rent a car and we could go out together.
I've often fantasized about going out together with someone, as it's way less scary than going out alone.

 

[SufferingInDenmark]

If I get desperate enough, maybe by the time my D-Day hits I might message you if I remember. I could rent a car and we could go out together.
I've often fantasized about going out together with someone, as it's way less scary than going out alone.

that's a possibility :)
kinda weird thing to smile about lol, but people who understand suicide, they know that the thought of finally being free from pain, brings joy.
i will press the follow button or whatever it's called on here, so that we are more connected.
or "add friend" or whatever they call it on here

 

[Spicy Tteokbokki]

that's a possibility :)
kinda weird thing to smile about lol, but people who understand suicide, they know that the thought of finally being free from pain, brings joy.
i will press the follow button or whatever it's called on here, so that we are more connected.
or "add friend" or whatever they call it on here

Haha, seeing you write that gave me a small chuckle and a smile as well, so thanks ~ ^^

 

[SufferingInDenmark]

Haha, seeing you write that gave me a small chuckle and a smile as well, so thanks ~ ^^

i'm glad :D :D

 

[Spicy Tteokbokki]

i'm glad :D :D

 

[areyousafe??]

There's a cliff in my area which is a popular suicide spot - I have gone there to scout out the area. I also took photos of potential jumping spots but ultimately decided that I cannot commit to jumping because of how much courage it takes.