Seeing all the posts about people getting their SN just makes me so much more sad

[snooperdooper]

This is my second attempt at getting SN. I'm happy that other people are getting the satisfaction that they need and being able to CTB, I will always support people bieng bhappy. But it also makes my situation look so much worseee and I just think about how much of a struggle getting this SN has been. I just really want it to be over and wonder endlessly why I have to wait so long.

 

[E5463656]

Is SN better or nitrogen with exit bag

 

[FrozenOcean]

Is SN better or nitrogen with exit bag

Apples and oranges. SN is less complicated in many ways, but the gas bag has the potential to be more peaceful.

 

[FuneralCry]

I understand as I just wish to be free from it all as well, I always wish for the option to just cease existing reliably, I just want to never suffer ever again, I just want to finally be at peace from this existence that only ever caused me to suffer. But anyway I wish you the best, I hope you find the relief you search for.

 

[martinso67]

Actually (in my opinion) its worse, in the the case of : one has SN and all essential anti emetics. But cannot do it because being afraid of side effects like extrapyramidal syndrome or vomiting it all out regardless of taking the right dose of anti emetic.

I feel SN is risky like throwing one self in front of a car in a highway

 

[Confusedsoul12345]

Is SN better or nitrogen with exit bag

If you technically capable enough to manage nitrogen setup then in my opinion nitrogen gas is better as it is peaceful and more reliable but SN is more accessible and protocol is easy to follow

 

[rozeske]

I hear you. The fact that i have yet to aquire the money to buy it is eating at me, more so the fact that I could run down the shop and buy it with no issue. If only I had the money. So near yet so far, it's driving me insane. I can't believe money is what pushed me here and now it's the same thing that is prolonging my torment. Fml. I could put myself out of my misery with a little rope if I didn't hate that option as much. So day dreaming about the day I get my hands on sn is literally all I do these days.

 

[grapevoid]

Is SN better or nitrogen with exit bag

I think inert gas is the supreme method if you can configure it, it's more complicated and hard to hide.

 

[Halfhourdays]

I hear you. The fact that i have yet to aquire the money to buy it is eating at me, more so the fact that I could run down the shop and buy it with no issue. If only I had the money. So near yet so far, it's driving me insane. I can't believe money is what pushed me here and now it's the same thing that is prolonging my torment. Fml. I could put myself out of my misery with a little rope if I didn't hate that option as much. So day dreaming about the day I get my hands on sn is literally all I do these days.

Me too. All I do is dream about SN.

 

[fadinggirl]

Actually (in my opinion) its worse, in the the case of : one has SN and all essential anti emetics. But cannot do it because being afraid of side effects like extrapyramidal syndrome or vomiting it all out regardless of taking the right dose of anti emetic.

I feel SN is risky like throwing one self in front of a car in a highway

dont you only risk extrapuramidal syndrome if you take lots of meto over extended periods? also, ive heard vomiting does not mean you wont pass, most successful recorded attempts ive read involved vomiting

 

[martinso67]

dont you only risk extrapuramidal syndrome if you take lots of meto over extended periods? also, ive heard vomiting does not mean you wont pass, most successful recorded attempts ive read involved vomitinf

Me personally I am not really 100% confident in the method. I need to follow a protocol that is executed between 8-12 hours. If I could (impulsively) only take meto+ondensatron and directly prepare the SN cup and drink it. Then I would have done it. For me this impulsive way instead of the SN protocol is too risky. The SN protocol with the fasting as well makes me afraid, because too much thought process is involved in this.

Extra pyramidal symptoms or trouble with muscle movement can happen in few minutes after intake of a single dose of meto. There is a South Korean case study that describes this side effect happining. Though it is really rare and some medicine was given that get ride of this side effect totally. Diphenhydramine would have helped in this case as well.
Still my anxious brain sees it as too risky. Also one can be resued with this method. Like getting methylene blue. The human body tries also to get rid of this substance.