So my SN arrived today.
I basically have everything I need now. Would love to have benzos or something, but I don't see myself getting that. I have social anxiety disorder (the acronym SAD is ironically fitting...), so I have little faith that I'd be able to spin a fancy story of some kind to the doctor in order to get them to prescribe it to me.
I could get some kind of sleep medication though. It contains Doxylamine succinate". Would that help?
The bigger issue for me is the location. I would love to do it at home, but the thing is I don't live alone... but I also can't really think of an alternative place to go to.
Will I make any noise after ingesting the SN? And if so: how loud will I be? Enough to potentially alarm another person?
Also another, kinda silly question, is: consuming alcohol as a part of the process is obviously ill advised. But what about marihuana? Does that interfere with the SN? I'm not sure if the "relaxing" effect of the THC is even that big of a benefit...
I basically have everything I need now. Would love to have benzos or something, but I don't see myself getting that. I have social anxiety disorder (the acronym SAD is ironically fitting...), so I have little faith that I'd be able to spin a fancy story of some kind to the doctor in order to get them to prescribe it to me.
I could get some kind of sleep medication though. It contains Doxylamine succinate". Would that help?
The bigger issue for me is the location. I would love to do it at home, but the thing is I don't live alone... but I also can't really think of an alternative place to go to.
Will I make any noise after ingesting the SN? And if so: how loud will I be? Enough to potentially alarm another person?
Also another, kinda silly question, is: consuming alcohol as a part of the process is obviously ill advised. But what about marihuana? Does that interfere with the SN? I'm not sure if the "relaxing" effect of the THC is even that big of a benefit...
