PianoGoat
Pianist
- Dec 10, 2024
- 47
Im sorry if im being annoying but i just need to get this out...
I promised myself i wouldnt do it anymore, ever again, i thought i was done and id never do it again... its been 4 months and i just threw it all away by cutting now.
Im tired of this shit i hope i can soon move out and get a credit card to buy sn and end this.
I've had enough.
all my life i help others. all my life i keep getting fucking treated like shit by EVERYONE, even those who "say" they love me.
Nobody fucking loves me, god they like somebody easy to take advantage of, they know i never say anything.
I want this to just end.
i wish for once in my life i were selfish enough to do ONE, ONE single good thing for myself.
I know it's selfish but i need it so bad
i think i just need somebody to talk to im so lonely :(
I promised myself i wouldnt do it anymore, ever again, i thought i was done and id never do it again... its been 4 months and i just threw it all away by cutting now.
Im tired of this shit i hope i can soon move out and get a credit card to buy sn and end this.
I've had enough.
all my life i help others. all my life i keep getting fucking treated like shit by EVERYONE, even those who "say" they love me.
Nobody fucking loves me, god they like somebody easy to take advantage of, they know i never say anything.
I want this to just end.
i wish for once in my life i were selfish enough to do ONE, ONE single good thing for myself.
I know it's selfish but i need it so bad
i think i just need somebody to talk to im so lonely :(
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