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metothemoon
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- Feb 11, 2024
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I think I set my final CTB date (march 2025). I want to celebrate my birthday once more, say goodbye to everyone and then take the bus. But it gives me mixed feelings. On one hand I don't know how I can take it that long, but on the other hand it makes me sad that my life won't get any better (which I am also sure of, since I am depressed for over 10 years now).
How do I deal with this?
How do I deal with this?