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cantdecidenameeven
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- Oct 2, 2024
- 30
I got over my fear of death - Suicide is now an option. I thought when I reached that point, I'd live the rest of my life carefree.
Yet I'm still a shy, socially anxious coward. Talking to people I want to connect to is scary. I still fear being perceived and stop myself from doing many things I enjoy. I care for others' opinions of me still. Why? Do I know deep down I'll never actually do it? I still can't get over that pre-guilt, knowing what it would do to my family.
Are you still a coward despite knowing you might die soon?
Yet I'm still a shy, socially anxious coward. Talking to people I want to connect to is scary. I still fear being perceived and stop myself from doing many things I enjoy. I care for others' opinions of me still. Why? Do I know deep down I'll never actually do it? I still can't get over that pre-guilt, knowing what it would do to my family.
Are you still a coward despite knowing you might die soon?