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seekingrelease22

Student
Feb 28, 2024
122
Can anyone relate? Sleep is the only thing that brings me happiness and peace in life. I only feel content when I am asleep.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
39,616
I certainly do see sleeping as the best way to pass the time in my case as after all it's the closest to not-existing. But however no amount of temporary sleep could ever bring me relief as long as the chance of waking is there, only permanent, dreamless sleep can bring me peace.
 
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hail

hail

perish slowly
Jan 27, 2024
47
i'd enjoy it more if i wasn't waking up 2-3 times a night
 
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Camellia

New Member
Mar 15, 2024
1
It really is a great relief. Honestly, even nightmares are not as bad as being awake a lot of the time.
 
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dragonofenvy

dragonofenvy

Mage
Oct 8, 2023
588
I just wish I could sleep for more than 5 or 6 hours and not wake up 700 times per night then it'd be awesome. I do love the moments I do get of it though.
 
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sserafim

sserafim

brighter than the sun, that’s just me
Sep 13, 2023
9,015
Yeah. I wish I could sleep forever and never wake up. Everyday, I'm actually mad that I woke up and have to live yet another day. I wish I could sleep forever. I hate reality and life. Why can't I live in my dreams and have my dreams be the true reality? It's just so unfair that real life is my reality. Real life is so boring and depressing. Life sucks
 
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Pluto

Meowing to go out
Dec 27, 2020
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cgrtt.brns

cgrtt.brns

wandering ghost (he/him)
Apr 19, 2023
844
yeah. sometimes i take my sleep meds during the day when i cant cope with being awake. my dreams are always anxiety inducing and stressful but its no where near as bad as real life. i dont know what id do if i didnt have sleep meds, probably wouldve ctb by now.. shit maybe i should stop taking them lol
 
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deathslament

Student
Mar 16, 2024
149
sleep is nothing when the mind reiterates the same pain.
 
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theboy

theboy

Illuminated
Jul 15, 2022
3,059
I just wake up alert, anxious, or depressed. I tell myself "oh no, just another day".
 
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Final_Choice

Final_Choice

Mage
Aug 3, 2023
543
Sleeping is one of the few things I enjoy, it feels great.
 
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vadim

vadim

Disqualified From Being Human
Aug 10, 2023
119
In any given moment, there isn't anything I want to do more than go back to bed. Dreams ruin sleep for me because they seem just like my day to day life (unbearable).
 
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