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Paulsmith

Paulsmith

Student
Aug 8, 2018
188
Does anyone gets those nights where you just cannot sleep. It's happening to me now can't sleep for love nor money and it's nearly 3 am uk time.

Really really annoying
 
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Caustic Cardinals

Caustic Cardinals

Enlightened
Sep 1, 2018
1,339
what is sleep?
 
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Paulsmith

Paulsmith

Student
Aug 8, 2018
188
Mainly what we do when we're dead lol
 
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Caustic Cardinals

Caustic Cardinals

Enlightened
Sep 1, 2018
1,339
looking forward to that
 
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Paulsmith

Paulsmith

Student
Aug 8, 2018
188
Oh very much so here as well
 
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Caustic Cardinals

Caustic Cardinals

Enlightened
Sep 1, 2018
1,339
to night i'v got benzos and alcohol
 
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Deutsch

Deutsch

Member
Aug 20, 2018
98
wish i had valium to sleep but my psych took away my script
 
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bbq1

bbq1

Gone
Aug 3, 2018
323
Too much blue light from interneting messes sleep up. Don't use a gadget after 9pm and it'll improve.
 
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Lara Francis

Lara Francis

Enlightened
Jun 30, 2018
1,627
I wish I could sleep for the time required to fix my life and wake up once everything has been sorted.I never knew how little sleep you need to function until the last 2 years of my life.
 
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Brokenanddeadinside

Brokenanddeadinside

Arcanist
Aug 8, 2018
403
I wish I could sleep good lately sleeping has been hard since I'm sleeping in back of a car and I'm tall so my legs can't extend all the way and it's really hard to sleep good.
 
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Phro

Student
Sep 1, 2018
183
I take a mix of prescription and over-the-counter drugs to get some sleep.
 
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stellabelle

stellabelle

ethereal
Dec 14, 2018
3,918
Every. Single. Night.
I take a ton of OTC sleep tabs, sometimes mixed with alcohol to escape for 13 hours.
 
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msexit

msexit

Member
Jan 7, 2019
88
I have trouble sleeping every single night, I don't take anything for it, I just try to breathe and ease my distress with relaxing videos or podcasts to distract myself to sleep
 
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JustAboutDone

Illuminated
Jan 1, 2019
3,532
I get so irked when the mental health team ask me what my "bedtime routine" is. Because having a cup of bovril or weak milky hot chocolate is really going to sweep away a lifetime of nightmares and send me off to the blissful land of nod. Where I'll dream of moonbeams. Instead of being beaten and terrified.

Yes. Hmmm.
 
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JustAboutDone

Illuminated
Jan 1, 2019
3,532
I'd much rather read amusing anecdotes on here about Phil N's experiments with piglets and toilet duck than attempt to sleep. But I shall not be explaining that to the psych doc.

(Am sad the thread was shut by Phil's orders, I felt it still had mileage)

I hope @Xerxes @Johnnythefox @Chinaski have not been spirited away in the night to a secret laboratory to be experimented on :-/
 
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Redt2go

Redt2go

flower child
Jan 5, 2019
1,643
I'd much rather read amusing anecdotes on here about Phil N's experiments with piglets and toilet duck than attempt to sleep. But I shall not be explaining that to the psych doc.

(Am sad the thread was shut by Phil's orders, I felt it still had mileage)
Agreed, lately my dreams are no longer an escape they have become just like my reality. Even dreamt I was preparing to kill myself
 
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AndyCurious

AndyCurious

Warlock
Sep 13, 2018
707
Bedtime routine and sleep? I have to google that..
 
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JustAboutDone

Illuminated
Jan 1, 2019
3,532
Agreed, lately my dreams are no longer an escape they have become just like my reality. Even dreamt I was preparing to kill myself

Hugs to you x

It's grim isn't it :-/ when you can't even get a break while you're sleeping
 
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JustAboutDone

Illuminated
Jan 1, 2019
3,532
Bedtime routine and sleep? I have to google that..

You can go off people @AndyCurious...
I googled "bedtime routine"
Pages and pages of toddler charts, bathtime songs and 'sleep hygiene'
;-)
 
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AndyCurious

AndyCurious

Warlock
Sep 13, 2018
707
You can go off people @AndyCurious...
I googled "bedtime routine"
Pages and pages of toddler charts, bathtime songs and 'sleep hygiene'
;-)
I believe you, just miss sleep with no weird dreams, and night time sleep..
 
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21Neberg

21Neberg

Enlightened
Dec 17, 2018
1,624
I hope I'm sleeping forever soon :)
 
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RyanSuicide

RyanSuicide

Student
Jan 7, 2019
117
Sometimes I stay up till 6am planning my own death
 
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creationisdeath

Specialist
Oct 20, 2018
359
Bedtime routine and sleep? I have to google that..
Same here. Totally random with bouts of exhaustion inbetween.

Did you guys try blue light filters for your devices? It helps a lot. I tend to disable them because of the distorted colors but it really makes a difference. I should leave them on..
 
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OkTotti

Wizard
Nov 6, 2018
616
Every. Single. Night.
I take a ton of OTC sleep tabs, sometimes mixed with alcohol to escape for 13 hours.
This sounds like a good idea. Any particular brand that you use?

And speaking of sleep... every time i goto bed all i think about is that i pray that i don't wake up
 
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AndyCurious

AndyCurious

Warlock
Sep 13, 2018
707
Same here. Totally random with bouts of exhaustion inbetween.

Did you guys try blue light filters for your devices? It helps a lot. I tend to disable them because of the distorted colors but it really makes a difference. I should leave them on..
I use blue light filter too :)
 
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Kim

Kim

Daydreamer
Sep 18, 2018
158
Every fucking night. Cause of my physical pain - nothing helps ... I just sleep 1 1/2 - 2 1/2 h a night ... #fml
 
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creationisdeath

Specialist
Oct 20, 2018
359
This sounds like a good idea. Any particular brand that you use?

And speaking of sleep... every time i goto bed all i think about is that i pray that i don't wake up
That thought has calmed me lately in a way.
We all like sleeping - and if there is no magical afterlife then it will be just like sleep. So no reason to be afraid.
 
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