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imtiredasf

imtiredasf

Member
May 23, 2025
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I started smoking on and off when I was 18 because I was hoping it'd kill me by now and I wouldn't have to man up and CTB myself. Anyone else feel the same way about cigarettes? Do you smoke to relax yourself or because you're hoping for the big C and an excuse to CTB?
 
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Malfunction

Malfunction

Student
Jul 27, 2024
123
Not really reliable my friend.

I know people in there 80s that smoke and drink. Some people don't last half that.

Total gamble.

I started young, because it was normal then. I smoked for 25 years before switching to vaping. It didn't kill me, but now I'm stuck with poor breathing. It wasn't worth it.
 

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