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Pumpkin_spice_

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Oct 8, 2024
1
First time posting.
My SN arrived from a source identified on here. I live in Australia and it took about 4 weeks to arrive.
I still don't know when I'll CTB but it's nice to know I now have an option.
I've been suffering from depression most of my life and have been considering suicide as an option out for a long time. Most people in my life would probably be surprised to hear this. I have what would be considered a great life (high paying job, friends, husband, dog, house). Depression runs in my family but no one talks about it (I come from an Eastern European background). My job (although high paying) is super stressful, toxic and relentless.
I took three months off last year and spent it travelling Europe. I had the best time but honestly wanted to CTB at the end of it. If I had SN available (or knew about it then) I probably would have. I feel like I've reached the peak of my life and it's only downhill from here. What's the point of continuing? Suicide is so frowned upon in society but really if someone wants to go just let them.
 
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FuneralCry

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I understand why you'd feel relief at having the option, I also wish suicide is accepted as a personal choice and it feels so cruel to me how it isn't as all I wish for is to never exist again, I also personally see no point to suffering. But anyway I wish you the best.
 
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Mx_Pathetic

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May 8, 2023
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First time posting.
My SN arrived from a source identified on here. I live in Australia and it took about 4 weeks to arrive.
I still don't know when I'll CTB but it's nice to know I now have an option.
I've been suffering from depression most of my life and have been considering suicide as an option out for a long time. Most people in my life would probably be surprised to hear this. I have what would be considered a great life (high paying job, friends, husband, dog, house). Depression runs in my family but no one talks about it (I come from an Eastern European background). My job (although high paying) is super stressful, toxic and relentless.
I took three months off last year and spent it travelling Europe. I had the best time but honestly wanted to CTB at the end of it. If I had SN available (or knew about it then) I probably would have. I feel like I've reached the peak of my life and it's only downhill from here. What's the point of continuing? Suicide is so frowned upon in society but really if someone wants to go just let them.
Hey I live in Australia too and would love is you could help me with SN…I know that's a lot to ask but I'd really appreciate it if you could help me get it. I suffer from a lot of different mental illnesses and even tho EAS is legal in Australia I still don't think I would ever be approved. Please..
 
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DOHARDTHINGS24

Mage
Apr 30, 2024
511
Hey I live in Australia too and would love is you could help me with SN…I know that's a lot to ask but I'd really appreciate it if you could help me get it. I suffer from a lot of different mental illnesses and even tho EAS is legal in Australia I still don't think I would ever be approved. Please..
Hi
I'm in Australia & received DMC here earlier this year. There are a lot of threads with a lot of clues on how to find them on here - which browser to use etc. I will not give out any source so please respect that & do not ask. There is also a Polish source that I emailed with who will send to AU but I didn't order. And some of the labs will too, although some of them only deal with businesses so check that first. To actually buy in Australia, I "think" it's only to businesses but am not sure. There are Indian marketplaces too.
DMC will fib on the packaging, the others won't, although the Polish place sells lots & lots of stuff. DMC will fit in a letterbox, the others may not. If privacy is an issue. DMC are having payment issues at the moment though, according to a bunch of other users so maybe check that first. I bought mine earlier & it was all smooth sailing.
That's all the info I have for you - best of luck with your bus or recovery.
First time posting.
My SN arrived from a source identified on here. I live in Australia and it took about 4 weeks to arrive.
I still don't know when I'll CTB but it's nice to know I now have an option.
I've been suffering from depression most of my life and have been considering suicide as an option out for a long time. Most people in my life would probably be surprised to hear this. I have what would be considered a great life (high paying job, friends, husband, dog, house). Depression runs in my family but no one talks about it (I come from an Eastern European background). My job (although high paying) is super stressful, toxic and relentless.
I took three months off last year and spent it travelling Europe. I had the best time but honestly wanted to CTB at the end of it. If I had SN available (or knew about it then) I probably would have. I feel like I've reached the peak of my life and it's only downhill from here. What's the point of continuing? Suicide is so frowned upon in society but really if someone wants to go just let them.
I'm sorry that this is where life has driven you & I appreciate you sharing. I am also Australian, also ordered SN this year & plan to catch my bus.
There are a lot of posts about not being able to get SN in Australia which made me mad & I wrote a thread called "SN in Australia -YES YOU CAN GET IT IN 2024" - I can't post links, sorry.
If you're happy to add to it, please do.
Even if it's just the month it arrived. Or copy & paste your post from above. To help other Aussie's who need it. I completely respect if you choose not to. Best of luck with your bus or recovery.
 
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dying flower

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Jan 6, 2024
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Hi
I'm in Australia & received DMC here earlier this year. There are a lot of threads with a lot of clues on how to find them on here - which browser to use etc. I will not give out any source so please respect that & do not ask. There is also a Polish source that I emailed with who will send to AU but I didn't order. And some of the labs will too, although some of them only deal with businesses so check that first. To actually buy in Australia, I "think" it's only to businesses but am not sure. There are Indian marketplaces too.
DMC will fib on the packaging, the others won't, although the Polish place sells lots & lots of stuff. DMC will fit in a letterbox, the others may not. If privacy is an issue. DMC are having payment issues at the moment though, according to a bunch of other users so maybe check that first. I bought mine earlier & it was all smooth sailing.
That's all the info I have for you - best of luck with your bus or recovery.

I'm sorry that this is where life has driven you & I appreciate you sharing. I am also Australian, also ordered SN this year & plan to catch my bus.
There are a lot of posts about not being able to get SN in Australia which made me mad & I wrote a thread called "SN in Australia -YES YOU CAN GET IT IN 2024" - I can't post links, sorry.
If you're happy to add to it, please do.
Even if it's just the month it arrived. Or copy & paste your post from above. To help other Aussie's who need it. I completely respect if you choose not to. Best of luck with your bus or recovery.
Hi, I'm in Australia and l too got my SN no problems at all, what's been harder for me is getting aes
 
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DOHARDTHINGS24

Mage
Apr 30, 2024
511
Hi, I'm in Australia and l too got my SN no problems at all, what's been harder for me is getting aes
I got mine in a semi legit way, through a gp.
There are online pharmacies that send to AU but I have zero experience with that, except that people here freely sent me the sources (no longer have, sorry).
I know there's threads on here like
How to get a meto prescription in (literally) 10 minutes
that might be useful.
If you're trying to get through a doc & you take any meds at all, use a drug interaction checker to look for interactions - normal docs will still prescribe if moderate interactions but not severe. I'd write a list of the top 3 or so from PPH or stans or any resources here - check them with the interaction checker. If using your normal doc, read the stories on what to say, especially if you push the "mum had to try a few before she got one that worked, migraines run in the family, she uses this" or "my brother had terrible side effects with this" kinda story. The similar genes thing is very useful apparently. Or that you're going on a cruise to Vanuatu. And you've gotta make sure you have back up options ready - if you push for something they can't prescribe, that's not great. In terms of all the online script services in AU like Instant Scripts etc, most of their websites have a dropdown box of what they will & will not prescribe. I had a few legitimate calls with them during Covid lockdowns & they were literally 60 second phone calls & a prescription texted through in a matter of minutes.
I couldn't get meto because of drug interactions but got a second tier AE relatively easily.
Hope some of that was useful, it's all I've got - best of luck to you.
 
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diediedie13345543

Member
Jan 8, 2024
12
pls pm me if possible im australian too n looking to ctb
yoo im australian too any chance u could pm me how to get sn?
 
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highnoon52

New Member
Nov 23, 2024
4
First time posting.
My SN arrived from a source identified on here. I live in Australia and it took about 4 weeks to arrive.
I still don't know when I'll CTB but it's nice to know I now have an option.
I've been suffering from depression most of my life and have been considering suicide as an option out for a long time. Most people in my life would probably be surprised to hear this. I have what would be considered a great life (high paying job, friends, husband, dog, house). Depression runs in my family but no one talks about it (I come from an Eastern European background). My job (although high paying) is super stressful, toxic and relentless.
I took three months off last year and spent it travelling Europe. I had the best time but honestly wanted to CTB at the end of it. If I had SN available (or knew about it then) I probably would have. I feel like I've reached the peak of my life and it's only downhill from here. What's the point of continuing? Suicide is so frowned upon in society but really if someone wants to go just let them.
Is this from somewhere we initially might call Devil May Care in a place led by a PM whose name rhymes with Song?
 

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