Calliandras
Member
- Oct 15, 2024
- 52
Jesus, what a day.
My SN delivery was due today. I was very nervous about it because i was gonna receive it on my job and i'm a naturally anxious person. I spent all day waiting for it, but then i got a text saying that the mailman didn't find anyone to receive the package. I checked the delivery address and sure enough it was wrong. I don't know if I fucked it up myself or if it was a bug on the site i ordered it from, i just know that now i'll have to find out how to solve it. Brazilian mail system can be such a pain in the ass sometimes.
On the other hand, i spoke with my ex for the first time in 5 years. One of the main reasons i want to ctb is because i never really got over him. i don't blame him at all, i just never could stop loving him and i missed him every single day since we broke up. he was the best friend i've ever had. Two months ago i was in a really dark place and messaged him on every single social media and email i could find. it was very creepy and i'm really ashamed of it now. he never answered, just blocked me. But today he sent me an email. He said that he doesn't hate me, he just doesn't want to keep in touch because i was really really toxic (that's true btw) and his friends advised him not to talk to me, which i totally understand and would've done the same. He was very kind, as he always was, but it broke my heart nonetheless. i still hoped we could get back together, it was my one true wish, the only thing i really wanted.
I just find it really weird that these two things happened almost exactly at the same time. Like, i got the notification from the email and the delivery at the same minute, almost had a heart attack. Anyways, guess i'll have to delay the bus for now. I was planning on watching the League of Legends world championship finals before catching it anyways, i hope i can get my SN until then.
My SN delivery was due today. I was very nervous about it because i was gonna receive it on my job and i'm a naturally anxious person. I spent all day waiting for it, but then i got a text saying that the mailman didn't find anyone to receive the package. I checked the delivery address and sure enough it was wrong. I don't know if I fucked it up myself or if it was a bug on the site i ordered it from, i just know that now i'll have to find out how to solve it. Brazilian mail system can be such a pain in the ass sometimes.
On the other hand, i spoke with my ex for the first time in 5 years. One of the main reasons i want to ctb is because i never really got over him. i don't blame him at all, i just never could stop loving him and i missed him every single day since we broke up. he was the best friend i've ever had. Two months ago i was in a really dark place and messaged him on every single social media and email i could find. it was very creepy and i'm really ashamed of it now. he never answered, just blocked me. But today he sent me an email. He said that he doesn't hate me, he just doesn't want to keep in touch because i was really really toxic (that's true btw) and his friends advised him not to talk to me, which i totally understand and would've done the same. He was very kind, as he always was, but it broke my heart nonetheless. i still hoped we could get back together, it was my one true wish, the only thing i really wanted.
I just find it really weird that these two things happened almost exactly at the same time. Like, i got the notification from the email and the delivery at the same minute, almost had a heart attack. Anyways, guess i'll have to delay the bus for now. I was planning on watching the League of Legends world championship finals before catching it anyways, i hope i can get my SN until then.