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batmanreal

batmanreal

nobody gaf
Sep 9, 2025
62
i just want a certain death, but i'm so tired of waiting. i've failed with sn before, but i only failed because i was a very impulsive/desperate dumbass and i fumbled on just about step and aspect of the attempt. i'm still upset i didn't die, but there's no point in getting into that whole situation now.
i know why i failed, i know what went wrong, i know that shitty attempt doesn't say anything about the method as a whole, but the method feels jarring to me now. plus, attempting would still be a little bit risky in my current situation.

i can most likely get a gun in a few months—pretty much a certain death, obviously. i don't know if i should wait, though. i really can't fail another attempt, but i'm so tired of waiting.
each day, i just get worse and worse. i'm so exhausted and i just want everything to stop. i can't do this anymore.
 
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flip_bug

flip_bug

Member
Oct 2, 2025
23
The repercussions of failing with SN are much less extreme than if you were to fail with a gun imo
 
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Hiro Uchiha

Hiro Uchiha

Experienced
Oct 7, 2025
207
Opinion: I have SN, but no gun. If I had one, I am long gone.
 
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Galahad

Seeking…
Mar 21, 2024
244
Many people have failed suicide with a gun, some have blown their faces off and lived.

It's all about the type of gun and the aim but sadly it's not guaranteed if not thought through properly.

There's a huge wealth of information here for SN.
 
claracatchingthebus

claracatchingthebus

Clara seems to be waiting for something. But what?
Jun 22, 2025
389
I have no answer for you, but sorry things have been so hard.
 

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