SN source in the UK

[moonstroll]

I've found a site which matches the hints given about finding a source of SN

However I'm extremely dubious about its integrity.

I understand people are unwilling to provide sources, but could someone who knows please message me and I'll send a link to what I've found? And they could perhaps verify it?

I'm getting more and more desperate, and things in my life are going from bad to worse. I'm considering hanging but I am terrified of the discomfort, I just want to disappear peacefully