cazza82
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- Nov 20, 2024
- 43
Ok I saw my counsilor today I'm in the UK I told her how I felt not to the full extent but enough to where she had to speak to my doctor as she wasn't comfortable letting me leave after what I disclosed I trust her she's very disarming and I don't trust anyone but I want to think there is a smidging of hope but I've always been let down rejected and given up on when ever I've been vulnerable around someone I'm scared that if I agree I will just be waiting for them to just give up on me as I don't think I deserve help the thought of doing this all again with someone else when Im so comfortable with her knocks me sick like she will just send me elsewhere and boom rejection once again
