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synthcadia

synthcadia

dissociated angel.
Jul 8, 2023
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so. i made my appointment. $40 copay.

now i wait in anxiety.

also i gave someone closure/mended a relationship.

i love my partner, i always have. i did love this person, and i always will. but i currently love my partner.
 
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stupidtwink

Member
Feb 6, 2023
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Good luck queen!!! What I'm told is that the first and second appointments usually don't like do much or anything at all, but doing it consistently can really give you an outlet to lead a more positive and fulfilling life. Its just kinda expensive :(
 
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j1nxxb0yjj4ke

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Jun 26, 2023
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good luck!! :) I've been in therapy for almost 5 years now and it really does help. So hang on!
 
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Praestat_Mori

Mori praestat, quam haec pati!
May 21, 2023
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Good luck! I hope you can benefit from therapy!! Wishing you all the best:heart:
 
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synthcadia

synthcadia

dissociated angel.
Jul 8, 2023
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Good luck queen!!! What I'm told is that the first and second appointments usually don't like do much or anything at all, but doing it consistently can really give you an outlet to lead a more positive and fulfilling life. Its just kinda expensive :(
thank you <3 well, tbh, i'll have a lot to talk about after today. LOL.

yeah, i'm extremely grateful i am under my parents' insurance. i hope to go consistently.
good luck!! :) I've been in therapy for almost 5 years now and it really does help. So hang on!
thank you. 🩷 i hope to find a therapists who works (rather i vibe with and vice versa).
Good luck! I hope you can benefit from therapy!! Wishing you all the best:heart:
thank you mori 🩷🩷🩷
 
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a.fool

Student
Jun 27, 2023
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so. i made my appointment. $40 copay.

now i wait in anxiety.

also i gave someone closure/mended a relationship.

i love my partner, i always have. i did love this person, and i always will. but i currently love my partner.
Do update how the therapy went. Will this be the first time for you getting therapy?
 
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viljalauss

he/they 22
Aug 22, 2023
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good luck !! i hope it helps you <33 also i love love the ovid quote under your posts
 
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Slow_Farewell

Slow_Farewell

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Dec 19, 2023
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Good steps! if you'd create a thread about your recovery process i'd follow it.
 
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so. i made my appointment. $40 copay.

now i wait in anxiety.

also i gave someone closure/mended a relationship.

i love my partner, i always have. i did love this person, and i always will. but i currently love my partner.
Do glad I'm in the uk. Least it's free. Glad you have love.
 
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synthcadia

synthcadia

dissociated angel.
Jul 8, 2023
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Do update how the therapy went. Will this be the first time for you getting therapy?
i will give an update! and no, not the first. but all of my other times were horrid. got gaslit by the last therapist about my SA.

i hope it goes well!
good luck !! i hope it helps you <33 also i love love the ovid quote under your posts
thank you!! me too and thank you 🩷 i love ovid
Good steps! if you'd create a thread about your recovery process i'd follow it.
i'll do my best <3 once i am ok, i will create a thread 🩷🩷🩷
Do glad I'm in the uk. Least it's free. Glad you have love.
yeah i am so glad i have health insurance. and thank you. 🩷
 
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Kit1

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Oct 24, 2023
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Good Luck with the therapy. It is sad that the last few didn't work out - but speaking from personal experience, it can sometimes take a few trials with different therapists before we click with right therapist - and Well done for persisting. Take it easy and best wishes.
 
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synthcadia

synthcadia

dissociated angel.
Jul 8, 2023
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Good Luck with the therapy. It is sad that the last few didn't work out - but speaking from personal experience, it can sometimes take a few trials with different therapists before we click with right therapist - and Well done for persisting. Take it easy and best wishes.
mhm! i'm going to keep trying with different therapists, also this time i can find therapists who serve my needs too

thank you 🩷
 
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Julsie

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Best of luck!
 
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synthcadia

dissociated angel.
Jul 8, 2023
257
so an update for everyone: it went very well today!

she was very nice and we vibed. also she has been through trauma and she understands what it is like too.

i told her that my last therapist gaslit me about my sexual trauma and her jaw just fell open.

i am going to figure out my schedule + money situation with my copay and see what i can do (like once a month or twice a month maybe).

tysm for the support too. 🩷 sorry for not writing much, i'm sleepy LOL.

you all are amazing. people thing sasu is just depressing and people are like horrible on here, but sasu is actually really supportive, esp the recovery thread too. i've never felt as safe on any forum as i do on sasu. so thank you. 🩷
 
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Labyrinth

There is no escaping the burden of existence
Jan 8, 2024
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I'm also thinking about going to therapy to alleviate my bouts of loneliness.
 
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synthcadia

dissociated angel.
Jul 8, 2023
257
I'm also thinking about going to therapy to alleviate my bouts of loneliness.
i think that if you find the right therapist, it'll help. i hope you don't feel lonely anymore in general too. 🩷
 
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