lost_one
Once
- Nov 3, 2024
- 27
I had a dream last night, in which I fell in love, it was great until I woke up. Honsetly sometimes I prefer the nightmares to my dreams, they make me less depressed. I tell myself, love isn't on the cards for me and to focus on what I can have.
I wish I had the courage to end this miserable existance, I know what I really want is to be loved and cared about, but I also know it is never going to happen so, sometimes I wish I would just CBT to end this hole in my chest...this emptyness and hollowness...this stupid pathetic lonliness.
I makes me feel so weak, to want that. " I should be fine by myself" "I shouldn't need anyone" ...cause I don't have anyone,
I will try to keep myself distracted today, until this felling fade a bit, naturally to the background...cause I don't know what else to do.
I wish I had the courage to end this miserable existance, I know what I really want is to be loved and cared about, but I also know it is never going to happen so, sometimes I wish I would just CBT to end this hole in my chest...this emptyness and hollowness...this stupid pathetic lonliness.
I makes me feel so weak, to want that. " I should be fine by myself" "I shouldn't need anyone" ...cause I don't have anyone,
I will try to keep myself distracted today, until this felling fade a bit, naturally to the background...cause I don't know what else to do.