Story Someone almost beat me to the punch, my only regret is that they were not successful.

[coyotestark]

I was recently victim of a violent crime, it was completely at random and I had never laid eyes on this individual before that day. I was stabbed, twice actually, one time quite severely. This delayed my ctb plans, I was unable to do anything for myself for eight weeks let alone carry out my plans. I was already socially awkward and had a general disdain for people, now I haven't been out in public for 2 months. I wish this person would have killed me, unfortunately, they did not. The only good thing to come from this is that I no longer fear the pain I may experience from my chosen method, due to the fact that what I just went through is certainly worse. Have any of you ever been victim of a violent crime? How did you deal with the feelings that arose from it?

 

[makethepainstop]

Yes that's why I carry a powerful equalizer with me.

 

[Life_and_Death]

im really sorry you went through that
may i ask you a question about it? i have a fear of things like that so im curious how the pain felt?

 

[hungry_ghost]

That's horrible.

I hate this matrix.

 

[coyotestark]

Yes that's why I carry a powerful equalizer with mAs do

Yes that's why I carry a powerful equalizer with me.

As do I, and I drew down on the fuck head, and could have (should have done) blasted him. But it was in the middle of the day in a busy public park I was concerned about what was beyond my target.

 

[Hollowillow]

I was recently victim of a violent crime, it was completely at random and I had never laid eyes on this individual before that day. I was stabbed, twice actually, one time quite severely. This delayed my ctb plans, I was unable to do anything for myself for eight weeks let alone carry out my plans. I was already socially awkward and had a general disdain for people, now I haven't been out in public for 2 months. I wish this person would have killed me, unfortunately, they did not. The only good thing to come from this is that I no longer fear the pain I may experience from my chosen method, due to the fact that what I just went through is certainly worse. Have any of you ever been victim of a violent crime? How did you deal with the feelings that arose from it?

I was beaten savagely by a security guard. I'm a small invalid woman.

Can't...

Cops said I deserved it.. when I finally coukd walk Inhad to carry & touch a knife more often than people washed their hands with purell... I bought an axe & a sledgechammer... Almost went to destroy his legs like he did mine. 4 months later I could still hardly walk, not run. Got hit by a car. Didn't do his stop. I woke screaming to finish me off. Hopital sent me home in agony saying it's all in my head.

I want the human race to be extinct.

 

[coyotestark]

im really sorry you went through that
may i ask you a question about it? i have a fear of things like that so im curious how the pain felt?

It was the worst pain I've ever felt in my life, and I'm no young gun, I've been around the block a few times.

I was beaten savagely by a security guard. I'm a small invalid woman.

Can't...

Cops said I deserved it.. when I finally coukd walk Inhad to carry & touch a knife more often than people washed their hands with purell... I bought an axe & a sledgechammer... Almost went to destroy his legs like he did mine. 4 months later I could still hardly walk, not run. Got hit by a car. Didn't do his stop. I woke screaming to finish me off. Hopital sent me home in agony saying it's all in my head.

I want the human race to be extinct.

I appreciate you sharing, and I'm sorry that happened to you. If I could press the button and end all others... I just might.

 

[freedompass]

It was the worst pain I've ever felt in my life, and I'm no young gun, I've been around the block a few times.

Oh man was it a random stranger or someone who knew you? Is yours a dangerous area? Is a powerful equaliser a gun? Being violently attacked is a big fear of mine…and to be invalid for 8 weeks it must've been a serious injury. So sorry you went through that

Edit: ah it was random, that always seems worse and more scary to me

Were the police able to find and arrest this guy?

 

[Obliviate]

Oh my fucking god.......wtf in a busy public park too? I'm so sorry. That's insane. ughhhhh this angers me so much. I literally just stay inside as much as I can now cuz people are just evil.

 

[coyotestark]

Oh man was it a random stranger or someone who knew you? Is yours a dangerous area? Is a powerful equaliser a gun? Being violently attacked is a big fear of mine…and to be invalid for 8 weeks it must've been a serious injury. So sorry you went through that

Edit: ah it was random, that always seems worse and more scary to me

Were the police able to find and arrest this guy?

Yes a gun, and the area that I live in has become dangerous and is increasingly more so each and every day that passes. The police never found the guy, and even if they had it is unlikely that anything serious would have come of it, due to policing policies in my area and that individual's demographics, they were homeless.