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elizabethisworthless

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May 27, 2020
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I don't know what to do I feel so stuck nothing is improving at all I'm just in my room alone crying like an idiot can't connect with anyone at all not a single person I don't know what to do everything makes me so miserable I feel so unhappy ;-; thought I could try hold on but I really can't if anyone wants to talk to me please do I have no one to talk to that understands I feel so overwhelmed by everything
I just want to die!
 
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Fullof pain

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Jul 1, 2020
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Sending you love and hugs, being lonely can be really painful. I'm saddened that you feel so lost right now.
 
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Deleted member 17949

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May 9, 2020
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We're all up for talking to you chief. We want to help as much as possible.
 
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JoeFailure

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Apr 29, 2019
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I'm here too. Talk to us, we can help you get through the moment at least.
 
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Fullof pain

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Jul 1, 2020
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Me, too !
 
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deadgirlahsatan

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Jun 5, 2020
373
I'm so unhappy too. Life is overwhelming.
 
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Thinking

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Jul 9, 2020
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I'm here to talk aswell. It's. Really hard to be alone in the world and alone in your head. PM me if you ever need anything
 
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whyme1966

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Jul 11, 2020
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I don't know what to do I feel so stuck nothing is improving at all I'm just in my room alone crying like an idiot can't connect with anyone at all not a single person I don't know what to do everything makes me so miserable I feel so unhappy ;-; thought I could try hold on but I really can't if anyone wants to talk to me please do I have no one to talk to that understands I feel so overwhelmed by everything
I just want to die!
I feel the same alone, abandonded. Except of course when I am not being verbally abused or two faced in this single room occupancy place. I have no friends, or if I do they have lives. My family well they are not much help I do not fit in there either. I am so overwhelmed that I feel like I am paralyzed! I barely make it outside - its like I am afraid to go out anymore. I have never felt such loneliness or fear in my whole 54 years. Honey I am here - let it out vent to me - what would make you feel better? Perhaps there are some things of interest or of help that could ease your feelings. I am reaching out.... just crack the door ..... make the move. You try and live in the now, don't project into the future events, nor look to the past its gone. Nothing will ever be the same again - its a hard pill to swallow. But take my advice if you chose.... you can talk to me.
 
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il4

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Jun 14, 2020
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I don't know what to do I feel so stuck nothing is improving at all I'm just in my room alone crying like an idiot can't connect with anyone at all not a single person I don't know what to do everything makes me so miserable I feel so unhappy ;-; thought I could try hold on but I really can't if anyone wants to talk to me please do I have no one to talk to that understands I feel so overwhelmed by everything
I just want to die!
I feel a similar way. I'm okay with working on things in my room some days but most days, I'm in my room crying, feeling numb, thinking about how awful everyone (including myself) is, thinking about how I'm alone, etc. I can't connect with anyone either; I don't think I'm an insufferable person to be around but I have trouble finding people I can connect with on a deeper level. It's probably because I'm a massive introvert, I never saw value in fixing the bad job my parents did of socializing me, and so on.
I'm just saying all this to let you know that there are people who feel similarly to you; you're not alone in what you're feeling. We're here for you if you need to talk about anything. This isn't just a half-hearted "we're here for you" thing either. Please message any of us who've offered if you need to vent or talk about anything.
 
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