toxicjester
The world’s worst jester
- Dec 11, 2023
- 97
Pardon me if this is something people have talked about in the past, but I wanted to talk about this myself!
Does anyone here plan on having someone with them as they ctb? This could be either phone call/video call or in person. Is there anyone here that wants that but it isn't in their plan/ might not be feasible?
For those who might/will have someone, who is it in your life? Do you plan on just having them there for comfort, to document your ctb, or something else?
For those that don't, do you want someone?
For anyone in general, if you could choose who it is without any consequences or trauma done to the other person who would it be?
(I'll give my own answers in a bit but I'm at work atm so this is as much as I can type since I'm on break lol.)
Edit: Off work!
So to answer these myself, I think it'd be nice to have someone with me, as I hate being alone, but ultimately I don't think I could. I did consider doing a partner thing on here, but I'd have to be close to the person I feel, and there's too many factors n stuff.
I think if it was via phone call or anything like that I'd want them for comfort but I wouldn't mind if everything got documented for reference. I'd want to use CO and I feel like I haven't seen anything about a successful attempt or even a documentation of that stuff like SN has.
I think if I could choose someone I'd want it to be my gf, she's also suicidal but, and maybe it's selfish, I want her to live her life and find happiness. She's one of the few things I have left in this world.
Does anyone here plan on having someone with them as they ctb? This could be either phone call/video call or in person. Is there anyone here that wants that but it isn't in their plan/ might not be feasible?
For those who might/will have someone, who is it in your life? Do you plan on just having them there for comfort, to document your ctb, or something else?
For those that don't, do you want someone?
For anyone in general, if you could choose who it is without any consequences or trauma done to the other person who would it be?
(I'll give my own answers in a bit but I'm at work atm so this is as much as I can type since I'm on break lol.)
Edit: Off work!
So to answer these myself, I think it'd be nice to have someone with me, as I hate being alone, but ultimately I don't think I could. I did consider doing a partner thing on here, but I'd have to be close to the person I feel, and there's too many factors n stuff.
I think if it was via phone call or anything like that I'd want them for comfort but I wouldn't mind if everything got documented for reference. I'd want to use CO and I feel like I haven't seen anything about a successful attempt or even a documentation of that stuff like SN has.
I think if I could choose someone I'd want it to be my gf, she's also suicidal but, and maybe it's selfish, I want her to live her life and find happiness. She's one of the few things I have left in this world.
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