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eczema

eczema

Member
Oct 6, 2018
59
what's pushing you to stay, if anything? for me, i want to have a daughter.
 
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Desperate_Soul

Desperate_Soul

I'll See You Guys On The Other Side Of The Rainbow
Aug 26, 2018
1,980
The unknown... wondering what my life will become if I continue to live.
 
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IG959

Arcanist
Aug 14, 2018
430
I guess I want to be 100% sure, until the day I wake up and I'm sure then I'll wait. I had a set date but my brother came to visit and I couldn't do it so now I'm just waiting until another moment comes along
 
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lostinthedream

lostinthedream

Warlock
Sep 2, 2018
754
Several things.. I have elderly parents that are dependent upon me.. I still have at least some quality of life.. also and most importantly I have not fully self-actualized reached full enlightenment Buddha nature.. Christ Consciousness.. When I leave this plane of existence I want the option of coming back instead of feeling any pull of my soul to return and IF i return I want it to be as pure unselfish unconditional love a Bodhisattva
 
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samsays89

Student
Oct 4, 2018
139
Mostly taking care of my dog. I want to make sure that she does not end up in a shelter. I gave her an excellent life and I would hate for her to die all alone in a concrete pen.
 
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Morning Angel

Useless Broken Wings
Aug 8, 2018
618
I wish I had someone or something to stay for... but sadly I'm alone and I don't have anything holding me back now.
 
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Schopenhauer

Enlightened
Oct 3, 2018
1,133
Nothing, really. I still enjoy books, games, music, food, but that's it. The other side of the ledger is an order or magnitude greater.
 
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iiii5555

Student
Sep 12, 2018
121
I just want to witness.
 
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Angst Filled Fuck Up

Angst Filled Fuck Up

Visionary
Sep 9, 2018
2,985
Personal relationships I suppose. I'm close with my family and I know it would kill them. My fiancee is very attached to me. I love her to death but it breaks my heart the degree to which she leans on me because I so often just feel like escaping everything.
 
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fuckthis

fuckthis

I've made up my mind.
Sep 23, 2018
263
A few boxing matches I'd like to see lol
 
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bunny

bunny

保管
Oct 3, 2018
364
music. knowing that my feelings can be illustrated connects me to this dreary world
 
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Taylored

I've figured it out
Sep 20, 2018
321
My music and Youtube
 
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