Help Sourcing SN in UK - tips for a disabled person

[hereisnow234]

Hi there,

I have a brain injury and ME and I'm trying to plan my suicide in advance of my condition deteriorating to the point where it is intolerable. Does anyone in the UK have tips or leads for sourcing SN? Due to my disability I am unable to use my phone for more than a few minutes at a time so I can't trawl through the internet long enough to find a source. (A few clicks is about my limit before I get bad nausea and fatigue and need to rest)

My backup plan is to jump beachy head UK, but I am worried about my health deteriorating to the point where travel to this location, walking etc. is no longer possible. I'm keen to hang around on earth for as long as my condition provides some reasonable or good moments. Trying to balance up every day 'could i make it to beachy head or not?' is causing me undue stress and takes up a lot of anxious airtime in my head. Having SN as a backup would improve the quality of my time if that makes sense.

Any help is greatly appreciated . Sorry if my post is a bit robotic, I don't have an awful amount of brain power.

Edit: i read about 'dmc' site on here as an example but cannot find it anywhere on google. i found some singaporean website but don't think this is correct

 

[divinemistress36]

Keep interacting with people on here and eventually someone will send you a source

 

[EgoBrained]

sorry, but people take precaution in here when it comes to sources as to protect the source itself from bad actors

about dmc - what I can tell you that the site doesn't show up on google search, even when you search the full name, so using it would be futile

 

[hereisnow234]

i understand the caution. i'm not sure what to do but i'll keep trying to hang out on here as much as my condition allows.

does the dmc site still exist? i found some instructions on here but they date back to 2020 prior to the bbc thing

 

[LunarLight]

Yes, the DMC site still exists. It used to be MDS before.

 

[YellowCandle]

I am in same boat. ME severe. I think cause is cranial instability but there is no cure. I can barely talk or eat
Can't use screens, scroll etc. can someone share past threads for us? Not being lazy, promise. Also unsure whether should be looking for polish or Ukrainian sites for UK? Basically using phone is near impossible and I have to try to time order with my bday in ten days.....

 

[saltytears]

sorry, but people take precaution in here when it comes to sources as to protect the source itself from bad actors

about dmc - what I can tell you that the site doesn't show up on google search, even when you search the full name, so using it would be futile

YEs, understand, but how do we less tech savvy find sites/sources? So desperate I bought SN thru business acct on Am in US but not sure if its legit. It tested ok with distilled water protocol but I opened the bag (quickly and resealed ) so worried that I degraded it. Why arent people buying from the big chemical companies in US---CP and FS? It looks like they sell small enough quantities. easy to search. Am I missing something? Any help you or anyone can provide...thank you. I sympathize with other members disabled, or wantin out quickly with now idea how to get there....thank you.