burner4242
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- May 5, 2024
- 40
Today I seen my psychiatrist. I was written a prescription for abilify and rewritten for trazodone abilify for suspected bipolar-1 or bipolar depression. Trazadone to help me not think about kms at night. We are bouncing back and forth as to if I have one or possibly both disorders idk yet. I've been really suicidal since April, I relapsed into self harming again after yearsss and it kind of spiraled out of control. I stopped therapy and medication back towards September or October I thought I was gonna be ok finally. Boy was I wrong. I have a lot to do and finish before I die so I won't be yeeting myself anytime soon I don't think. We'll see.