stuff got slightly better

[deadprincess]

i went back on the old medication i was on that worked for me! lexapro. i quit it cause it makes me sweat a lot, but i'd rather be sweaty than depressed.

i told myself i'd try lsd as my last option before i would buy fentanyl or heroin and OD on that. the lsd ended up working and i don't cry everyday anymore. i've decided to keep that as maybe a plan c if things end up not working out, but i'm doing better now.

i'm still disabled, broke, and terrified of life especially because i can't work much. i'm starting paperwork to apply for disability soon. god help me if i get denied because i know i'll want to die. no idea what i'll do.

but i'm doing better at least rn. i made a new friend who i've been hanging out with a lot so i'm not in my room alone so much.

 

[BurningLights]

That's good news! Pschedelics can be very helpful for some.
The only one that actually had an impact on me was DMT, shrooms truffles and LSD was just fun.
I wish you well for your future, it sounds like your going in the right direction.
SS will always be here when you need it .
Peace and much love

 

[Fucking loving it]

It's always good to hear about recovery .
Good luck! We're always here. ♡

 

[TiredHorse]

Hurray for psychedelics! I had really good luck with mushrooms until I built up a tolerance.

Glad to hear you're out of the pit. I prefer to read threads like yours over farewell threads.

 

[Thoughtforms]

What country are you applying for disability in? If it's U.K. I've been through it and suceeded.

 

[Lara Francis]

i went back on the old medication i was on that worked for me! lexapro. i quit it cause it makes me sweat a lot, but i'd rather be sweaty than depressed.

i told myself i'd try lsd as my last option before i would buy fentanyl or heroin and OD on that. the lsd ended up working and i don't cry everyday anymore. i've decided to keep that as maybe a plan c if things end up not working out, but i'm doing better now.

i'm still disabled, broke, and terrified of life especially because i can't work much. i'm starting paperwork to apply for disability soon. god help me if i get denied because i know i'll want to die. no idea what i'll do.

but i'm doing better at least rn. i made a new friend who i've been hanging out with a lot so i'm not in my room alone so much.

Good luck deadprincess.I hope things work out well for you.x