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Have you succeeded in trying partial suspension?

  • Multiple times, yes, able to pass out on a trial run

    Votes: 11 21.2%
  • Multiple times, no, unable no matter how hard I try

    Votes: 27 51.9%
  • I talk/phantasize about it a lot, but haven't tried

    Votes: 14 26.9%

  • Total voters
    52
Deivis

Deivis

Seul contre tous
Jul 23, 2018
235
I dont remember us having this poll (not recently at least). Shall we?
It might give us a better picture.
 
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Retched

Retched

I see the chaos in your eyes.
Oct 8, 2018
837
IDK how to vote on this. I got pretty close to passing out. The tunnel vision and pins and needles and body starting to jerk pulls me out of it. Oh, and survival instinct.
 
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Jiva

Jiva

I want ...
Nov 18, 2018
493
I had a success many years ago, when it was a game only and i was not alone. The blackout came in a few seconds. But when i tried it in real later, i failed always. It is a big irony, i think.
 
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therhydler

therhydler

Enlightened
Dec 7, 2018
1,196
Why is it so damn difficult and how do all these people succeed goddamnit
 
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Broken

Paragon
Dec 7, 2018
930
I've experienced the siphon effect before but not in a suicidal situation. I've had a sudden loss of oxygen to the brain and you really do faint that quickly. I didn't realise I'd fainted until I woke up on my friends kitchen floor with him slapping my face. At the time I wasn't suicidal. Now I am and I'm scared shitless of living this crappy existence and scared of not killing myself properly.
 
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Broken

Paragon
Dec 7, 2018
930
I had a success many years ago, when it was a game only and i was not alone. The blackout came in a few seconds. But when i tried it in real later, i failed always. It is a big irony, i think.
I know how you feel. I experienced the siphon effect years ago in a non suicidal situation. Wish I'd made better decisions between then and now as now that I want to die it ain't easy.
 
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Jiva

Jiva

I want ...
Nov 18, 2018
493
Exactly.
 
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Wannadie

Member
Sep 21, 2018
78
My option isn't in the poll so I'm going to comment. I passed out once (but I was a stupid teenager and the rope broke and I woke up on the floor lol fml) and I nearly passed out but stopped another time. After that I was never able to do it again though.
 
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