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simonttt

simonttt

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Nov 11, 2024
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I have a pretty good life. I have a few close friends, success in my work, money, a good flat, a cat, parents and a sister that love me. I could have more friends easely, I could work 1 week a month if I wanted to. Since I'm 18 my life just improved little to little and it's gonna continue, but the more it's improving the more I want to end it all. It's as if every day and every positive thing proves my point, proves that I'll stay tired no matter what.

1 year ago I had a severe depression, i was used to hitting myself. 5 months ago I almost had a burn-out. In one year a lot of things in my life improved but now I'm here, looking for suicidal methods. I think one day I'll finally do it. I think a lot of people won't understand and I can't blame them, I don't understand it myself.
 
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hearball

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Sep 29, 2024
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interesting . do you want to talk about it ?
 
L'absent

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Aug 18, 2024
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I understand you. Everything you have is not enough to keep you here.
 
lilah

lilah

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Nov 7, 2024
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i love how you included your cat as part of your success haha
 
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SVEN

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None of these things really scratch where you itch, I guess. Depression is such a grey existence.
 

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