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wayn

wayn

orange cats are so cute
Oct 3, 2024
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I noticed that usally I feel more suicidal when I woke up, anyone else? :D
 
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kunikuzushi

kunikuzushi

sause
Jan 24, 2023
304
Me too. I think it's the shock of realizing I'm still alive and have to suffer through another day. And then as the day goes on I can dissociate and hopefully distract myself. Then all my hard work goes to waste when I wake up again
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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I always feel like that, in fact every second is me wishing to not exist as I find it such a torturous, futile burden to be conscious at all, I truly was never meant for the pointless suffering of human existence and all I've ever hoped for is the peace that only non-existence can bring me, I just want to fall into an eternal, dreamless sleep and never suffer ever again.
 
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Forever Sleep

Earned it we have...
May 4, 2022
10,283
Yes. It's kind of impressive how quickly too. Literally within seconds. After realising I'm still alive and thinking- not this shit again! I've got to get out of here.
 
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